“It will be a right royal home-coming for our two heroes, won’t it,
Alma?” said Isma, slipping her little hand through her friend’s arm;
“almost worthy of the great deeds that they have done to regain what
will be given back to them to-day--and yet, alas! there is to be a spot
on the sun of happiness for all that. Alma, are you still quite sure
that poor Alan will have to come back and not find that which above all
other things he comes to seek?”
A faint flush rose to Alma’s cheeks as she replied, in a low, steady
tone--
“Yes, Isma, alas! as you say, I am still sure of that, supposing always
that he really does come to seek what you mean. I know that no man ever
lived more worthy the love of woman than he is. Yet, God help me, I
cannot give mine.
“I know, too, that he will come back to-day crowned with more honour
than any Aerian, save Alexis, ever won before him since the days of our
ancestors--and yet whenever I permit myself even to dream of him as a
lover, a dark, beautiful, cruel face looks with black, burning eyes
into mine, and two sweet, scornfully-smiling lips say in a whisper that
sounds almost like a serpent’s hiss--‘You may take him now, for I have
done with him. Take him and ask him to tell you how well he and I loved
when my spell was strong upon him and he forgot both you and all his
kindred for sake of me.’
“It is horrible, horrible beyond all thought or speech, but it is so,
Isma, and I, of all the thousands of Aeria who will make merry to-day,
shall be sad at heart and praying for the night to come.”
“I don’t believe it, Alma, however sincerely you may do so--as, of
course, you do,” replied Isma impatiently. “It is not your true and
loving self that is speaking. It is the woman who has been brooding
over a shattered idol that never really was a man of flesh and blood.
“I tell you again--and before that sun has set you will confess in
your own heart that I am right--that you have never known the Alan who
is coming home to-day any more than I have known the Alexis who is
coming home with him. Neither you nor I have ever seen two such men as
they will be--men who have passed through such experiences as no other
Aerians ever had, who have suffered and conquered, dared and done, like
them.
“You must put away those morbid fancies of yours, dearest; they are not
worthy of you any more than Olga Romanoff is worthy to cause you an
hour’s unhappiness. Never mind thinking about Alan as a lover now. I
tell you you have never seen him, therefore it will be time enough for
you to begin to do that when you do see him.
“For my own part, I don’t mind telling you--of course, strictly between
ourselves--that though I can hardly say that I love Alexis as he is
now, since I do not know what he is like, I am quite prepared to fall
in love with him all over again on the slightest provocation. And now,
after that confession, I think we had better close the discussion and
get ready to go over to the city.”
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