Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)Tytler, Sarah
Philosophy
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Tytler, Sarah
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
The long strain had snapped the strings of the fine instrument at last.
She cried for Harry day and night, in his sight and hearing. As she
cried she broke the silence which she had only once before stirred in
order to claim succour for him; she poured forth in full measure her
incalculable sufferings. She lived over again to one appalled auditor
the long nights when she had sat listening for a footstep which never
came, but was replaced by other footsteps, each, in its turn, causing
her heart to bound with unwarrantable expectation, and sink in the
sickness—growing always deadlier, of hope deferred; till it seemed as
if all the footsteps which approached and departed in ignorance and
indifference, trod, deliberately and mercilessly, over her quivering
heart, spurning it as they passed. She showed how the truest woman
in the world had been fain to impose upon herself with miserable
deceptions, before she had confessed, in the secrecy of her own soul,
that the fine gold of her idol was only base clay under its lacquer—how
the most straightforward and sincere of human beings had been driven to
play at the wretched game of keeping up appearances, of laying herself
out to hoodwink her neighbors. She had been humbled in the dust as well
as worn out by ceaseless struggles, and tortured to frenzy. Her sleep
had gone from her eyes. Peace had been unknown to her—a God-fearing,
Christ-loving woman.
The revelation was like the opening of those Books before which every
son of man will smite his breast and call on the mountains to fall upon
him and the hills to cover him. And Harry Stanhope’s accuser, day and
night, before God and his brethren, was the woman who loved him best,
and would sooner have bitten her tongue out than said the lightest word
to blame him.
Every effort was made to withdraw Harry from the awful, ghastly
ordeal. The instant Horace guessed instinctively what Fan was speaking
of incessantly in the monotonous voice as tuneless as his own, which
he could no longer catch so as to distinguish the words, he started
forward with fury, as if he were mad himself, to drag Harry away; but
Harry shook his brother off.
Oliver laid a firm hand on Harry’s shoulder, but from that, too, Harry
freed himself. ‘Let me alone, Constable,’ he gasped. ‘My place is by my
wife, and whatever I have done or left undone, I will stay with her and
hear the last she has to say to me.’
None could dispute his right, and the men drew back; but there were
still women’s pitiful voices beseeching him to have mercy on himself.
‘Go away, sir, for Heaven’s sake—for her sake. She does not mean it;
she does not know what she is saying. Your staying will do no good.’
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