Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)Tytler, Sarah
Philosophy
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Tytler, Sarah
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
But Harry would not listen to the entreaties, and in the end he heard
no voice save Fan’s. He stood there till her tale of martyrdom was
burnt in and branded on his conscience. Under the operation his face
did not grow sharp as Fan’s sharpened, neither did his fair hair betray
patches of grey, as her dark hair betrayed when it was pushed aside
that the death-sweat might be wiped from her temples. Yet his whole
aspect underwent such a change as it was hardly possible he could
entirely lose, so as to become the same that he had been before. He
grew perceptibly older-looking in those days which could be so easily
counted, with the sudden stamp of ripening to withering, which rapid,
mortal illness sometimes impresses even on an infant’s face.
He had never before willingly encountered what was painful either to
his senses or his sensibility. He had always selected the paths which
were easiest and most agreeable to himself, without too much regard
to their going down hill. They had brought him to where the battle
raged hottest in the Valley of the Shadow of Death; and though it was
not himself, but another, who was slain—the fumes of the smoke, the
clatter of the strife, the deep wounds, the flowing life-blood, the
gloom of that valley of shadows, were not likely to depart utterly from
his consciousness, and leave him in the light-hearted, light-headed
carelessness, the hard, untempered blaze of sunshine, of his former
experience.
Fan had forgotten her baby in that last whirl of the tempest which
swept her away, but she remembered it in the end. In the pouring out of
her tribulation without restraint, she had constantly called on Horace
and Oliver to help Harry, who stood nailed to the ground there by her
pillow. Then, when her voice was sinking into an indistinguishable
murmur, and her hands letting go every earthly hold, she felt
gropingly for her child, and struggled to utter another sentence
audibly. She did not speak for the child with her passing breath as
so many mothers have spoken for their children. Fan’s care for Harry
had swallowed up her care for their child. She spoke to the unheeding,
unconscious infant who for many a long year would be a helpless human
being, needing tender fostering and watchful protection, and instead of
recommending the child to the father, in the bewilderment of poor Fan’s
unapproachable fidelity to Harry, she recommended the father to the
child. ‘Baby, take care of Harry,’ she managed to say, and with a few
more fluttering breaths, died. The words of Fan’s final, fond, foolish
injunction were still ringing in Harry’s ears when he staggered out of
the room.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
OLIVER’S RETURN.
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