Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)Tytler, Sarah
Philosophy
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Tytler, Sarah
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
But it was not so with Harry, not even in his way of regarding his
baby. He did not turn from it, in the beginning, with the blind
repugnance and unreasoning, unrighteous grudge, with which some
widowers are tempted to regard the child that has cost its mother her
life. Certainly it was not her child, but her husband, who had killed
Fan. Yet Harry might have been so far dishonest as to have given a sop
to his conscience, by shifting a part of the responsibility and blame
on the innocent child. He might have taken a cruel satisfaction in
revenging Fan, by trampling alike on his own natural affections, and on
the just claims of his infant daughter.
But Harry never did so. He seemed rather to transfer at once to the
baby all the fondness for the mother which was thrown back on his
hands, when she was taken from him. In addition he was ready to lavish
on the child a double portion of the protecting affection which, so
long as he was himself, he had shown to Horace.
Watching Harry in the new light of his mournful fatherhood, when he
was called on, by every generous and manly impulse, to be father
and mother in one, to the mite whose best friend or worst foe, whose
nearest natural guardian, he found himself, Oliver Constable arrived
at a correct conclusion. If any mere human creature could help to make
a man of Harry Stanhope, could raise him from his soulless levity and
the vicious craving which was grafted on it, it was—strange yet natural
to say, not a brave, devoted woman like Fan, who had gone down into
the breach and held a shield over her husband, and striven vainly to
be the stay to him which, had their relations to each other been what
they ought, he should have proved to her—but this merest atom of a
fellow-mortal, a thousand times weaker than Harry himself, who could
neither appeal to him nor remonstrate with him, who could simply hang
heavily upon him in her helplessness, and who was, humanly speaking,
altogether at his mercy for happiness or wretchedness.
Oliver was inclined to believe that Harry’s self-conviction had gone to
the root of the matter, and that even his most mercurial temperament
would never shake it off altogether.
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