Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)Tytler, Sarah
Philosophy
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Tytler, Sarah
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
Harry did not dream of making the slightest apology for those
extraordinary occupations. He was as free from self-consciousness now
as ever. He mentioned the schools and the festival as naturally and
unaffectedly as if he had been referring to a cricket-match and the
dinner which followed. That struck Oliver as the most hopeful symptom
in the case, and he was as devoutly glad as the Weatherleys could have
wished.
But Oliver’s gladness received a sudden check when he found Harry
writing humbly enough, to be sure, of his unfitness for reading for
orders, as Mr. Weatherley had just been suggesting he might do.
‘Good heavens, I should think not!’ assented Oliver in a great heat.
‘I am glad Harry retains one iota of common sense, if Weatherley is
so far out of his mind. Now, even supposing Harry has outlived his
lamentable propensity—supposing he were to pass muster, I should have
to interfere and speak to the bishop.’
But poor Harry was not really thinking of anything so far beyond him.
He was only modestly preluding the statement that he had been with Mr.
Weatherley when he was delivering some of his cottage addresses, and
Harry had been moved and helped to say a word of warning from his own
experience.
Was Harry in the way of being taught to go about and speak at such
meetings? Had he, too, turned social reformer and preacher—in the last
particular, as Oliver was free to admit, shrugging his shoulders, far
outstripping his, Oliver’s, performances? Would Harry’s inveterate
fancy for joining in whatever was going on, his incorrigible
good-fellowship, thenceforth, or even for a time, take the shape of
lay aid in priestly ministrations, pointing Mr. Weatherley’s morals
by a word in season from a sinner who was a standing commentary on
the vicar’s text—at once a warning and an example, a young man who
was ready to proclaim himself an evildoer formerly, one who had known
both the temptation and the penalty, but had escaped with the skin of
his teeth? Would Harry, if he continued in well-doing, go on exposing
his shortcomings, steeling himself in the exposure, till he should
come to Fan’s wrongs? Would he regard it as an act of expiation, and
an offering for the good of his fellow-men, to speak out thus, and
when his little daughter was old enough to listen to his words and
understand them, would he still tell his piteous tale, and humble
himself in her hearing—it might be in the hearing of some other
evangelist’s daughter or sister, who might have replaced Fan and become
Harry’s second wife, and the mother of his children?
Oliver writhed at the mere notion. He recalled Fan’s strong, proud
reserve in the middle of her ardour, her delicate reticence, her
unconquerable shrinking from common speculation and coarse comment.
Were the sacred secrets of her death-bed to be bruited about and made
food for vulgar curiosity by this new kind of weak excess in the man
who had inflicted the agony?
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