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Olivia : $b or, It was for her sake
Garvice, Charles
Dime novels; English fiction
Faradeane raised his head with a warning glance, and Bertie, coloring
crimson, stumbled on:
“I--I beg your pardon; Faradeane, I mean. It’s just this: I’m half
beside myself to-night. Being with her all this evening has set me
all a-quiver, and--and the sight of that fellow Bradstone has upset
me so terribly that--that I must--I must know my fate. I can’t go on
any longer! I’ve got a dread upon me that if I don’t speak out now, at
once, and tell her how I love her, and--and ask her to be my wife, that
I--that this fellow will get before me, and----”
He stopped and wiped his brow with a hand that quivered.
Faradeane looked at him with his dark, sad eyes.
“And you came to ask my advice? You shall have it. Obey the impulse,
Bertie; go and tell her you love her, as you suggest----”
He paused, stopped by a look in Bertie’s eyes.
“Well?”
“I--I--that isn’t what I wanted,” said the Cherub.
“No? What do you want, then?”
“I--I want you to do it for me,” said Bertie, in a low voice.
For a moment Faradeane sat motionless and speechless; then he laughed.
It was a strange laugh, fuller of pain than of mirth, almost a laugh of
bitterness.
“You--want--me to tell her?” he said, slowly.
“Yes,” said Bertie, in his eagerness leaning forward with clasped
hands. “That’s what I want. Try as I will, I can’t find the pluck.
You’ll think I’m a coward, I know. I can’t help it. If you only felt as
I do! I tell you, old fellow, that when I think of going to her, and
saying--what I should have to say--I--I--my voice leaves me. You don’t
know what she is. She might laugh at me, or she might turn on me with
one of those cold, far-away looks in her eyes; and--and both ways of
taking it would--would settle me.”
He paused for want of breath.
“Now, you--you could tell her how I feel; you could say just the right
thing, and--and convince her that I love her so dearly that I’d rather
die than live without her.”
Faradeane laughed again; the same sad, half-bitter laugh.
“Don’t laugh at me, for Heaven’s sake,” implored Bertie. “It’s fun
to you, but it’s death to me, Faradeane. And don’t refuse me. I know
what I’m about. I know what she thinks of you--yes, already, though
she has only known you for a few days. A man who loves a girl as I do
Olivia--well, he gets sharp, and notices every little thing about her,
every look and word, and I know that she would listen to you, that you
could persuade----”
“Stop! Are you mad?” exclaimed Faradeane, sternly.
Bertie looked up, and saw that the handsome face had grown white,
almost pallid.
“What have I said?” he exclaimed, penitently. “Have I offended you? I
didn’t mean to do so. What I said is true. You have an influence over
her----”
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