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Olivia : $b or, It was for her sake
Garvice, Charles
Dime novels; English fiction
“Heaven knows that can’t be the reason. The squire is a rich man; the
estate----”
“Besides,” said Faradeane, more to himself than Bertie, “that would be
a reason for accepting you!”
Bertie colored and shook his head.
“No it wouldn’t. Everybody knows how poor we Carfields are. My father
has been retrenching for years.”
Faradeane shrugged his shoulders.
“We might talk till the moon turned black,” he said, “and still be far
enough away from her motives. The question is, what will you do?”
“What can I do?” replied Bertie. “There is only one thing left for me
to do; to get away from here as soon as possible, and to fight out the
battle as best I can. I shall start at once.”
“Where to?”
“To--to the devil!” responded Bertie, desperately.
Faradeane laid a strong hand on each of his shoulders, and looked him
full in the face with a steadfast gaze.
“No, not in that direction, Cherub,” he said. “There is no
forgetfulness to be found in that gentleman’s company. That way,
indeed, madness lies. Be a man, dear boy. Other men have suffered----”
He paused. “Well, yes, some of us have suffered worse pangs than are
torturing you just this minute, and we have gone whither you said.
Some of us have come back with much difficulty; others have remained,
and gone down to the unfathomable pit. Take the word of a man who was
lucky enough to draw back in time; there is no comfort to be found in
that direction. If you must go, take my advice and go out into the
wilds. There is nothing like Nature. She is the one universal mother of
consolation. Go and seek her in her wildest aspect; go and have a shot
at some big game--Africa--the Rockies--anywhere you can find room to
fight your battle in. And then--when you have won--come back and learn
that there is no sorrow that time cannot teach you to forget, no wound
it cannot heal.”
“My life is over,” said Bertie. “The best thing I can do is to try and
get rid of it.”
“Well, yes, so it is,” said Faradeane, with a sad smile. “And you’ll
find that the very first moment that is likely to occur you will
cling to that same life pretty tightly. Ah, Cherub, don’t think I am
unfeeling. I know--I tell you I know, how you feel!” and his hands
pressed his shoulders soothingly. “Good-by, dear lad. You’ve one thing
on your side--youth. You’ll still be young when you come back and tell
me that you have found your heart again, and--lost it to some one
else.”
Bertie bit his lip, and forced the tears back from his eyes, for there
was something inexpressively touching in Faradeane’s words and tone.
“Good-by, old fellow,” he said, taking his hat, “I can’t tell you how
grateful I am to you. When I look back and remember how constantly you
have been my friend; how, many and many a time, you have lifted me out
of a scrape, it seems hard to part from you. But I’ll go as you advise
me. Africa’s the best place, I think,” ruefully. “And you’ll stop here?”
Faradeane nodded.
“For the present, yes.”
Bertie sighed.
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