On the Brink of a Chasm: A record of plot and passionMeade, L. T.
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On the Brink of a Chasm: A record of plot and passion
Meade, L. T.
Conspiracies -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mesmerism -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction
With his heart still beating faster than usual, the man returned to the
inn. The moment had come for him to strike his great blow, but the look
in Barbara’s eyes disarmed him. After all, he need even now do nothing.
In his hand lay potent and terrible possibilities—the power to quench
the happiness in those eyes, the power to drive that young heart to the
verge of madness. After all, Pelham was only the instrument with which
he (Tarbot) should strike at Barbara’s heart. If only even now she would
be kind to him—a little kind—he might reconsider the situation; but then
he began to say to himself that she had never been unkind, never since
he had known her. It had always been her way to be gentle and sweet, she
was that to all the world. He did not want her sweetness; her
indifference nearly maddened him—she was sweet because she was
indifferent. He would rather have her hatred than her indifference. Yes,
hatred was better than the condition which means neither love nor hate.
When he did what he meant to do, she would hate him. In all the future
of her life he would stand before her as a monster who had dragged her
husband to disgrace, ruin, and death.
Yes, better that feeling than the present. The time would come when she
would plead with him. To see her at his feet pleading, imploring,
beseeching of him to withhold his hand—ah, then indeed his revenge would
be accomplished. His heart quickened, he felt happy, at being so far
away from Clara. When he thought of Clara his determination not to spare
Barbara grew and intensified in force. Had he not married Clara in order
to promote his vengeance? If Barbara had married him, as he had once
told her, he would have been a good man. She had rejected him, and he
was a bad one. On her own head the blame must fall.
He wandered about, too restless to go indoors, too restless to accept
the invitation of the jolly landlord of the “Pelham Arms” to go into the
bar parlor and have a smoke, too restless to do anything but long
intensely for the moment when he might go up to the Towers and look at
Barbara.
The time flew by, the hour arrived. He dressed with care. He put a light
overcoat over his evening suit and walked the short distance from the
“Arms” to the Towers. He arrived at the old place a few minutes before
seven o’clock. He was shown at once into the rose drawing-room, a lovely
apartment with oriel windows of colored glass fashioned in the shape of
roses. The rose drawing-room opened into wide conservatories, the doors
of which were unclosed, and the scent of many exotics filled the
beautiful room.
Barbara, in a dress of white silk, stood near the hearth. Neither Pelham
nor Mrs. Pelham had yet made their appearance. Barbara came a step
forward when Tarbot entered.
“How is your wife?” she asked. She could scarcely have made a remark
more displeasing to Tarbot. He frowned and bit his lips, then he
answered shortly:
“My wife is well, thank you.”
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