On the Brink of a Chasm: A record of plot and passionMeade, L. T.
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On the Brink of a Chasm: A record of plot and passion
Meade, L. T.
Conspiracies -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mesmerism -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction
People were fond of congratulating Barbara and talking about her luck,
but Barbara herself quickly put a stop to this. She felt the child’s
death acutely, and was low-spirited and nervous. She was happy because
she was engaged to the man of her heart, but in other ways she was not
happy. Riches had come to her; her mother’s affairs were all put
absolutely straight. In future she would never know the meaning of want
of money. Money in full abundance was to be hers, but somehow—she could
not quite tell why—a certain zest was taken out of her life.
As to Dick, there was a queer change in him. He gave up visiting at Mrs.
Pelham’s house, and he hated to hear his cousin’s name mentioned. When
alone with Barbara he was apt to lapse into long fits of silence. Once
he told Barbara that he would fifty times rather work as a navvy than
step into the riches which now were his. Barbara felt surprised at words
which she considered too strong for the occasion.
“If it was God’s will——” she began.
“But it was not His will,” interrupted Dick fiercely. “Don’t talk about
it any more, Barbara.”
He became gloomy, reserved, and irritable; over and over these moods
visited him. In the old days there was not a gayer, happier fellow than
Dick Pelham. He had a kind word for every one; now he was morose and
disagreeable. Barbara could not account for the change in his manner.
Mrs. Pelham noticed it. She spoke to Barbara about it.
“He is a different man. I should not know him for the same,” she said.
“It is grief, it is grief,” said Barbara.
“Oh darling! it is sweet of him to grieve, and I love him for it,” said
the poor woman, “but I wish he would grieve in the way you do, Barbara.
If he would only come and talk to me, we might look at my angel’s toys
together and comfort ourselves with memories of him; but to keep away
from me, never to come near the house, it looks strange—it is strange.”
To this remark Barbara made no reply.
One day, about six weeks after little Piers’s death, Pelham called at
Mrs. Evershed’s house. He had written Barbara a note to say that he
wished to see her on an important matter, and begged her to be at home.
“How ill you look!” cried Barbara when she saw him. “Your face is
dreadfully white. I wish you would tell me what is wrong.”
“I have come here to do so,” he answered.
“Oh! I am glad of that. I am so puzzled about you, and so is Mrs.
Pelham. Mother noticed even yesterday that you were not quite so——Oh, it
does not matter what she said; we won’t talk of it. But ever since dear
little Piers died I cannot help seeing that you are changed.”
“I am worried, Barbara. I am more than worried—I am tortured by a doubt.
That doubt makes all the world dark.”
“What is it, Dick?”
“You may not wish to marry me when you know.”
“Dick!” The girl’s face turned white.
“Have you heard that Tarbot is married?”
“Dr. Tarbot married!” cried Barbara.
“How startled you look! Does it affect you much?”
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