On the Brink of a Chasm: A record of plot and passionMeade, L. T.
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On the Brink of a Chasm: A record of plot and passion
Meade, L. T.
Conspiracies -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mesmerism -- Fiction; Revenge -- Fiction
Pelham never quite remembered how he got into the street. He was only
conscious of having completely lost his self-control, of a mad whirl of
emotions, which deprived him, for the moment, of all ordinary sense and
prudence. A loathing for the man with whom he had been conversing, a
certainty that there was a real foundation for his appalling fears, both
combined to overbalance a brain already strained to the utmost. When the
cold night air, however, blew on his heated forehead he quickly
recovered himself, and seeing that he could do nothing further went
home.
Having seen Pelham out, Tarbot returned to his smoking-room. There was a
grim determination about his thin lips and a frown between his
brows—thought was working hard in his active brain. After a short time
given to reflection, he knocked the ashes out of his pipe, laid it in
its accustomed place on the mantelpiece, turned off the electric light
and went up-stairs.
He entered the drawing-room. He knew that here he should find the woman
he had lately married. He found her stretched in an easy chair beside
the fire. Her hands were lying idly in her lap, her eyes were shut—she
was fast asleep. Tarbot had always a quiet tread. He now advanced almost
on tiptoe and stood looking down at her.
“The price I have paid for my sin,” he muttered under his breath.
He drew a chair forward and softly seated himself. The woman was
unconscious of his presence, and he could look at her; he could fill his
soul with loathing of her, and drink the cup which he had prepared for
his own lips to the dregs. His face was white as he gazed at Clara. She
did not look well in her sleep. There were haggard lines round her
lips—lines which had come far too soon, for she was still quite a young
woman. Her cheeks were hollow, she coughed now and then. Her dead-white
complexion, with its disfiguring freckles, gave her face the look of the
dead.
“Would she were dead!” muttered Tarbot. “Would she were——”
From the face he looked down at the hands, the arms, the outlines of the
thin limbs.
“There is a certain grace about her,” he said to himself, “but it is the
grace of the panther, the tigress. If I married another woman now I
should commit bigamy. I could curse her.” He bent a little nearer, and
then a queer and eager light began to grow in his eyes.
“I believe it is true,” he said to himself. He rose softly, left the
room, and returned with his stethoscope. Clara’s dress was partly open
at the thin neck. With the delicate hand of the practised surgeon, he
was able to apply the stethoscope to her chest without rousing her. He
listened attentively, not making a thorough examination of her lungs,
but one sufficient for his purpose.
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