‘He has regained consciousness, he is saved, he will be quite well again
in a week,’ he whispered to her.
Elena had stretched out her arm as though to ward off a blow, and she
said nothing, only her lips trembled and a flush of crimson overspread
her whole face. Bersenyev began to talk to Anna Vassilyevna, and Elena
went off to her own room, dropped on her knees and fell to praying, to
thanking God. Light, shining tears trickled down her cheeks. Suddenly
she was conscious of intense weariness, laid her head down on the
pillow, whispered ‘poor Andrei Petrovitch!’ and at once fell asleep with
wet cheeks and eyelashes. It was long since she had slept or wept.
XXVII
Bersenyev’s words turned out only partly true; the danger was over,
but Insarov gained strength slowly, and the doctor talked of a complete
undermining of the whole system. The patient left his bed for all
that, and began to walk about the room; Bersenyev went home to his own
lodging, but he came every day to his still feeble friend; and every day
as before he informed Elena of the state of his health. Insarov did
not dare to write to her, and only indirectly in his conversations with
Bersenyev referred to her; but Bersenyev, with assumed carelessness,
told him about his visits to the Stahovs, trying, however, to give him
to understand that Elena had been deeply distressed, and that now she
was calmer. Elena too did not write to Insarov; she had a plan in her
head.
One day Bersenyev had just informed her with a cheerful face that the
doctor had already allowed Insarov to eat a cutlet, and that he would
probably soon go out; she seemed absorbed, dropped her eyes.
‘Guess, what I want to say to you,’ she said. Bersenyev was confused. He
understood her.
‘I suppose,’ he answered, looking away, ‘you want to say that you wish
to see him.’
Elena crimsoned, and scarcely audibly, she breathed, ‘Yes.’
‘Well, what then? That, I imagine, you can easily do.’--‘Ugh!’ he
thought, ‘what a loathsome feeling there is in my heart!’
‘You mean that I have already before...’ said Elena. ‘But I am
afraid--now he is, you say, seldom alone.’
‘That’s not difficult to get over,’ replied Bersenyev, still not looking
at her. ‘I, of course, cannot prepare him; but give me a note. Who
can hinder your writing to him as a good friend, in whom you take an
interest? There’s no harm in that. Appoint--I mean, write to him when
you will come.
‘I am ashamed,’ whispered Elena.
‘Give me the note, I will take it.’
‘There’s no need of that, but I wanted to ask you--don’t be angry with
me, Andrei Petrovitch--don’t go to him to-morrow!’
Bersenyev bit his lip.
‘Ah! yes, I understand; very well, very well,’ and, adding two or three
words more, he quickly took leave.
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