On the frontier : $b or, Scenes in the WestPearson, C. H. (Charles Henry)
General
On the frontier : $b or, Scenes in the West
Pearson, C. H. (Charles Henry)
Frontier and pioneer life -- United States -- Juvenile fiction; Sunday school literature
Poor, dear woman! little did she know what a burden she was assuming in
becoming the wife of a widower with seven children, who had been taught
to distrust her noblest actions, and set her authority at defiance.
But meagerly could she forecast the toil and anxiety, the heart-griefs
and perplexities that were to wait on her footsteps daily; the gloomy
hours of sickness and of death; the battlings with pecuniary reverses;
the clothing, and feeding, and nurturing of those henceforward to
call her mother. But, having put her hand to the plow, she did not
turn back from the heavy responsibilities of her lot. With a heroic
endurance, a sublime self-forgetfulness, that, a thousand times since
assuming manhood's cares have filled me with wonder as I have retraced
her history, did she press forward, conquering difficulties, winning
triumphs, until, without a peer, she sat enthroned in our love in her
beautiful, I had almost said angelic goodness, and costly devotion.
Ah! what would have become of us without "her?" What a marvel of a
worker she was! Early and late at her tasks, never lagging, turning off
labor with a despatch that few might hope to rival. The sweet breath of
the country, its good, honest fare, its healthful scenes,—what would
she have done as "our" mother without the firm-toned constitution they
had molded. And in her little tripping way, as she almost flew about
house, how graceful!
Rarely did she administer chastisement, however richly deserved, for
she well know that officious critics would intermeddle. She referred
our misdemeanors to father. Though even then, there were those who
intimated before us that she loved to find fault with her step-children.
One day an incident laid bare her heart in some measure to my eyes.
I had been perverse, disrespectful, disobedient. As a punishment, she
sent me to bed supperless. I knew the punishment was deserved, but went
to my room muttering complaints. At length I fell asleep. How long I
remained thus I do not know, but suddenly waking I saw her kneeling at
the bedside, her face pale, and her eyes mournfully fixed upon me.
"Oh," said she, gently, "I am so glad you awoke. You lay so still I
was almost afraid you were not alive; I was listening to hear if you
breathed. Are you well, dear? I came in to see you. I know it's hard
for you to go without your supper; it was hard for me to punish you,
but I 'do' want you to be a good boy, that you may grow up a good
and useful man!" Then, after a moment's pause, in eager tones, she
continued, "Do you really think, dear child, that I love to find fault
with you? or that I wronged you to-night in what I said or did?"
Thus did she yearn after me with a mother's solicitude, and humble
herself to plead with me after my wanton disobedience. My heart melted,
and I said, "I have been a naughty, selfish boy, and you have been too
kind to me. I deserved to be punished. I want you to forgive and love
me."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account