There was more than a little satisfaction to be gained in viewing
himself in that light. With less to occupy his mind and unlimited
leisure for elaboration it could have served as the entire day's theme
for thought. But so far as explaining his almost panic haste to get
away the reasoning was palpably unsatisfactory--so unsatisfactory that
he cringed guiltily behind the back of the seat in front of him
whenever anyone entered the front door of the car.
He gave quite the entire day to the problem and long before night hid
the flying fences outside his window he decided that eventually there
could be only one way out of it. Sooner or later he had to face the
issue: he had to tell Young Denny that he had betrayed his trust. Even
that damp wad of bills which the boy had pressed into his hand, that
night before he left, still burned within his coat.
Once or twice he rose, during the return journey and advanced with
forced jauntiness as far as the door of the car ahead. But he always
stopped there, after a moment's uneasy contemplation of Denny's back,
turned a little sadly to the water-cooler, and returned slowly and
unenthusiastically to his seat. Twice when it was necessary to change
trains he made the transfer with a lightning precision that would have
done honor to any prestidigitator. And when, hours after nightfall,
the train came to a groaning standstill before Boltonwood's deserted
station shed he waited his opportunity and dropped off in the dark--on
the wrong side of the track!
Denny had already become a dark blur ahead of him when he, too, turned
in and took the long road toward town.
Old Jerry followed the big-shouldered figure that night with heavily
lagging feet--he followed heavy in spirit and bereft of hope. He was
still behind him when Denny finally paused before the sagging gate of
John Anderson's half-stripped house. Then, watching the boy's dumb
lack of understanding, the enormity of the whole horrible complication
dawned upon him for the first time. He had forgotten Dryad Anderson's
going--forgotten that the house upon the ridge was no longer the
property of the man who had entrusted it to him.
When the light behind that half-drawn shade flared up, far across on
the crest of the opposite hill, and Young Denny wheeled to plunge into
the black mouth of the path that led deeper into the valley, he too
started swiftly forward. He swept off in desperate haste up the long
hill road that led to the Bolton homestead.
The light was still there in that front room when he poked a
tentatively inquiring head in at the open door; he paused in a
dull-eyed examination of the silken garments draped over the table top
in the kitchen after he had roamed vaguely through the silent house.
But he was too tired in mind to give them much attention just then.
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