One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri QuatreJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
History
One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri Quatre
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
France -- History -- Henry IV, 1589-1610 -- Fiction
"Nay, nay," replied D'Aubin, willing as far as possible to use gentle
means, and try those powers of persuasion which he believed himself,
not unjustly, to possess; "nay, nay, dear Eugenie, you do me wrong
altogether; believe me, I do love you sincerely. I know that I have
acted foolishly, wrongly towards you; I know that, prompted by vanity,
and the gay and roving disposition of youth, flattered and courted,
idle, perhaps, conceited, I appeared to neglect and undervalue the
jewel that was offered to me in the hand of Eugenie de Menancourt.
But, believe me, dear Eugenie, that it was not that I failed to esteem
that jewel at its full and highest price; it was but that foolishly I
thought it my own beyond all risk. Consider in what school I had been
brought up,--consider the lightness and fickleness of all by whom I
was surrounded; forgive me the errors and the follies that are past
away for ever, and give me an opportunity of proving to you that they
are deeply regretted, and will never be renewed. My whole life, my
whole thoughts, my whole endeavours, shall be devoted to wipe out the
evil impression which a few acts of folly have left upon your mind;
and surely the unceasing devotion and tenderness of one who will never
forget that he wronged you, and that you forgave him, will be
sufficient to atone for errors which proceeded more from idle levity
than from evil purpose."
"Monsieur d'Aubin," said Eugenie, sadly, "I accuse you of nothing, I
blame you for nothing. What might have been my feelings towards you,
had your conduct been different towards me, I cannot tell--I cannot
even guess: but you greatly deceive yourself if you think that my
sentiments towards you originate in anger, or mortified vanity, or
wounded pride. I must be candid with you to the very utmost, and tell
you that I never felt towards you anything which could enable your
conduct to others to inflict one pang upon me. I have never loved you,
Monsieur d'Aubin, and the only effect of your behaviour has been to
teach me that I never can love you."
"You have inflicted upon me that mortifying reiteration, somewhat
often," replied D'Aubin; "and perhaps I am not wrong when I ask,
whether the want of love towards your promised husband in the past and
the present, has not originated in love for another?"
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