One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri QuatreJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri Quatre
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
France -- History -- Henry IV, 1589-1610 -- Fiction
"Out, knave!" cried Leonard de Monte, turning sharply upon him. "Out!
Did you ever know me hesitate in a pursuit that I had once determined,
or regret a deed when once it was done? Firm in myself, I am firm to
myself, and, whether good or ill happens, I never regret. No, no;
think you that I am such a fool or such a child as to start from the
first trifling obstacle? To whimper, because I am forced to lie on a
hard bed, or fly off indignant because some saucy serving-man breaks
his jest upon _the page?_ No, no! I was thinking of my father's house,
and of a picture there which some skilful hand had painted of just
such a scene as this. There was the little sparkling stream, and
there a sweet and tranquil grassy bank like that, with the bright
sunshine--even as it does now--streaming through the bushes, and
touching the rounded turf with gold. Often, very often, have I stood
and gazed upon that landscape, and my fancy has rendered the dull
canvass instinct with life. I have dreamed that I could see through
those groves, or climb the hill, and wander amongst the rocks; and in
infancy--that time of happy hearts--imagination, as I stood and
looked, has shaped me out a little paradise in such a scene as that.
The palace and its cold splendour has faded away around me, and I have
fancied myself wandering in the midst of Nature's beauties, with
beings as bright and as ideal as my dream: and now, Bartholo--and
now--what are all those visions now?"
The dwarf cast his eyes to the ground, and for a moment, a single
moment, the cynical smile passed away from his lip. "You," he
said--"you have made your fate! You have sought the bitter well from
which you are forced to drink. You have chosen sorrow, and the way to
sorrow; for the love of any human thing is but the high road thither,
and you must tread it to the end."
"How now, sir!" cried the youth, proudly tossing back his head;
"school'st thou me?"
"Nay, I school you not," answered the dwarf; "and less than all sought
to offend you. I would have given you consolation. I would have said
that you, for a great prize, had played a stake as weighty:--I mean
that knowingly, willingly, you had risked happiness for love; and,
seemingly having lost, are sorrowful; but still you have the
satisfaction of knowing that your fate has been your own deliberate
act."
"Would not that make it all the more painful, thou bitter medicine?"
asked the youth.
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