One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri QuatreJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
History
One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri Quatre
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
France -- History -- Henry IV, 1589-1610 -- Fiction
"Not so!" answered the dwarf, "not so! Think, what must be his
feelings who is _born_ to disappointment and to scorn; whose heart may
be as fine as that which beats in the bosom of the lordliest warrior
in the land, and yet whose birthright is contempt, and degradation,
and slight; whose mind may be as bright as that of prelate, or of
lawgiver, and yet whose doom is to be despised and neglected? Think
what must be his feelings, who has no refuge from disappointment, but
in the hardness of despair; who has no warfare to wage against insult,
but by hurling back contempt and defiance!"
"I am sorry for thee, from my heart," answered the youth. "Indeed, I
am sorry for thee."
"_Your_ pity I can bear," replied the dwarf, "because I believe it is
of a nobler kind; but the pity of this base degraded world is poison
to every wound in my heart. No more of myself, however," he added,
resuming at once his usual look; "I have spoken too long about myself
already. I cannot change my state, were I to reason on it till the sun
grew old and weary of shining; but you can do much to change yours;
and, in honesty, it were better to try a new plan, for this is a bad
one."
"Care not thou for that," replied the other; "its wisdom or its folly
rests upon me. Thou canst not say that there is either sin or crime
therein; and till then, be silent."
"You spoke of your father's house," still persevered the dwarf. "Why
not return thither, where now, since your uncle's death, peace, and
repose, and a princely fortune await you?"
"Return thither!" replied the youth, with a sigh. "Return thither! and
for what? to find the voices I used to love silent; the forms that
used to cheer it gone; to see in every chamber a memorial of the dead,
and in each well-known object a new source for tears. Oh, no! I loved
that place once with love far beyond that which we give in general to
inanimate things; but it was because the living, and the good, and the
kind, were mingled up with every scene and every object; but now they
are gone: the fairy spell is broken; the rich gold turned dross; and
no place of all the earth is so painful in my sight as that--my
father's house."
"Nevertheless," urged the dwarf somewhat anxiously; but the other went
on: "But that is not all, Bartholo," he said, "that is not all; though
that were fully enough. No, when I last saw my father's halls my bosom
was as light as air, and all the thoughts that filled it were as the
summer dreams of some sunny, happy child. Since then how many a bitter
lesson have I learned; how changed is the aspect of life, and fate,
and the world!--No, no! The sunshine that shone in my father's halls
is gone for ever--the sunshine of a happy heart; and I will carry back
with me a new star to light them, or never see them more."
"Nevertheless," repeated the dwarf, "nevertheless--"
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