One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri QuatreJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
History
One in a Thousand; or, The Days of Henri Quatre
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
France -- History -- Henry IV, 1589-1610 -- Fiction
"Nay, there at least you do me wrong!" replied the Count d'Aubin: "the
Catholic League has no convert in me; I am here, under a safe conduct,
on matters of no slight importance to my good cousin St. Real: but to
his Majesty will I adhere, so long as he and I both live!"
"Indeed!" cried Beatrice, with a light laugh. "Is there anything in
which the fickle Count d'Aubin will not be fickle? Nay, nay, make no
rash vows; remember, you have not yet heard all the golden arguments
which his Highness, the lieutenant-general of the kingdom and the
League can hold out. Suppose he offer you the hand of some rich
heiress; could you resist, sir Count? could you resist?"
D'Aubin coloured, perhaps because Beatrice had gone deeper into the
secrets of his inmost thoughts than he felt agreeable. He answered,
however, boldly, "I could resist anything against my honour."
"Honour!" exclaimed Beatrice, with a scoff: "honour! Marguerite, tell
the coachman to drive on. Honour!"
D'Aubin drew back, with an air at once of pain and anger, made a
silent sign to the coachman to proceed, and, springing on his horse,
galloped down the street, followed by his attendants, at a pace which
risked their own necks upon the unequal causeway of the town, and
which certainly showed but little consideration for the safety of the
passengers. The emotions of Philip d'Aubin, however, were such as did
not permit of consideration for himself or others. He felt himself
condemned, and he believed himself despised, by the only woman that,
perhaps, he had ever truly loved. The better feelings of his heart,
too, rose against him: he knew that his conduct was ungenerous; and he
felt that, had the time been one when faith and honour towards woman
were aught but mere names, his behaviour would have been dishonourable
in the eyes of mankind, as well as in the stern code of abstract right
and wrong: and unhappy is the man who has no other means of justifying
himself to his own heart but by pleading the follies and vices of his
age. D'Aubin did plead those follies and vices, however, and he
pleaded them successfully, so far as in soon banishing reflection
went; but there was a sting left behind, which was the more bitter,
perhaps, as mortified vanity had no small share in the pain that he
suffered. He had believed that he could not so soon be treated with
scorn and indifference; he had fancied that his hold on the heart of
Beatrice of Ferrara was too strong to be shaken off so easily; and
though he had no definite object in retaining that hold, though other
passions had for the time triumphed over affection, and placed a
barrier between himself and her which he was not willing to overleap,
yet still the lingering love that would not be banished was wounded by
her bitter tone; and, joined to humbled pride and offended vanity,
made his feelings aught but pleasing.
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