It was now rapidly growing dark, and the feeling of depression and alarm
rapidly increased. So thoroughly frightened did she become at last that
she would gladly have called for help, but her common-sense warned her
that such a proceeding would only bring down her enemies upon her if
they were in hearing; and at last, with her horror of her loneliness
increasing fast, and a feeling of dread that some savage beast of prey
had seized upon the Malay girl gradually overmastering her, she sank
upon the earth, weeping bitterly, helpless as a child, and asking
herself if she dared face all those she knew again, and whether she had
not better die.
How that night passed Helen never knew. Sometimes she sank into a weary
kind of stupor, full of troublous dreams, from which she started awake
with a sense of horror, and a full belief that some terrible creature
was about to spring upon her. At times too, as if to carry out this
illusion, she listened with beating heart to the distant howl of some
wandering beast, or to one or other of the mysterious noises heard
during the night in the primeval wilds.
The darkness seemed as if it would never end, and the rushing river, as
it sped on like a stream of ink full of stars' reflections, hissed and
writhed, and at times lapped the bank upon which she sat as if it were a
huge serpent seeking to make her its prey.
This idea suggested the loathsome monsters that she knew would haunt the
hot, steamy jungle close to the river side; and with starting eyes, when
some low rustle was heard amongst the leaves, she tried to pierce the
darkness, believing over and over again that she saw some lithe,
undulating reptile gradually approaching her; and at such times it
required all her strength of mind to determine that it was but a mere
fancy, and as unreal as the images of fierce creatures that she more
than once believed that she saw coming out of the jungle.
Then her busy brain reminded her of other and more real perils of her
position--the more dangerous from their insidious nature and approach.
Depressed in spirit as she was, she could not help recalling the
accounts she had heard of the deadly fevers, and the certainty of their
attacking anyone who passed the night upon the bare earth.
Still, it would only mean death at the worst, she thought, in a weary,
despondent way; and her misery was so great now that she felt ready to
give up her very life sooner than fall again into Murad's hands.
Then her thoughts flew to Harley, with whom she seemed to associate any
hope that she might have of the future; and for a time she would
brighten up, and contrast her present position with that of some few
hours back. She was a prisoner then, and in terrible peril; now she was
free, and the chances were, she hopefully told herself, that she might
fall in with some party sent in search of her, for she would not believe
Murad's version of her disappearance to be true.
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