To a sick man’s ear, there was a soothing charm in the girl’s voice and
its intonation. Then her broken English, her earnestness, truthfulness,
and intense faith in all the little religious legends and anecdotes with
which she amused us, were all fascinating, and there came a time when I
missed her, and then sorely. Add to all these that, in the girl’s
beautiful but colourless face, there was an expression singularly pure,
noble, and frank, lofty, and at times sublime. I was very curious to
know her surname, and the reason why she had adopted a life of such
privation and peril as that of a Sister of Charity—an order so severe,
and whose duties were a ceaseless round of privation and peril. Without
being uncourteously curious, I knew not how to approach the subject; but
next day, after Jack Studhome and Fred Wilford (who rode over from the
camp) had retired, she imparted the little story of her past life of her
own accord, and the circumstance came about very simply, through a mere
remark of mine. The mail steamer had come in from Constantinople, but
Studhome had no letter for me.
"Ah, _ma soeur_ Archange, I begin to be torn by jealousy," said I.
"Why?" she asked, gently.
"I cannot say why, as the only man in England I have reason to fear is a
creature so contemptible."
"Then wherefore give way to a weakness so odious and so tempting?"
"Tempting?" I repeated.
"Yes; I mean tempting to crime."
"How strangely you speak!"
"But truly," she replied, sadly.
"I do not understand——"
"I can tell you a horrible episode," she began, impetuously; "but no,
’tis better forgotten—forgotten, if possible, than to recollect it now,
in all its sad details," she added, after a pause.
"Why?"
"You have unbosomed yourself to me, and have told to me your only
sorrow; why should I conceal mine? or why be less communicative to you?
Well, I shall tell you why I—for the sake of others, rather than even
for my own soul’s welfare—dedicated myself to God and the order of
charity. By jealousy, and the revenge it inspired, I lost a brother
whom I idolized, and two friends whom I loved dearly; and, monsieur, it
all happened thus."
After a short pause, with her long dark lashes cast down, and her little
white hands folded on her knees, she told me the following story:—"My
father, M. Marie Anatole Chaverondier, resided in a little antique
château among the mountains of Beaujolais, where we had a property
which, though small, is fertile, and in some places is covered with fine
old wood. Our château is very ancient, for it had anciently been a
hunting-seat of the illustrious family of Beaujeu, who gave their name
to all that district; and thus we have rooms that many a time were
honoured by the presence of the Great Constable and the Dukes of
Bourbon.
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