We lifted her into the olive thicket, out of the way of the passing
troops; for already our advanced guard, under Lord Cardigan—"Prince
Albert’s Own," with their blue jackets and scarlet pelisses covered with
glittering lace, and the 13th Light Dragoons—were once more splashing
through the Bulganak, laughing and joking merrily, as if it were a fox
that was to break cover in the Lincolnshire fens, and not the hordes of
the southern and western Russias that were before them. By means of
three barrel-hoops and a horse-sheet, we improvised something like that
which the French term a day-tent, to hide her and her sufferings. Then
the idea occurred to me as to what I could do if she survived beyond the
time allotted to us by the colonel. Could I leave her in that wild
place to die alone, and to lie unburied, save by the wolves and birds of
prey? Alas! a very brief time now resolved all my doubts and fears. A
little way apart from us, a silent and sympathetic group, my seven
lancers stood, each by his horse’s head, leaning on his lance, and
awaiting me. If they conversed, it was in half whispers, for they
sincerely pitied the girl, those French sisters of charity being the
admiration of the whole army. I was bathing her lips with some diluted
brandy, when she fully, and for the first time, recognised me. Then a
little smile of joy passed over her ghastly face, and she began to
speak, painfully, huskily, and at long intervals.
"It is my turn now; but I am dying, you see, _mon frère_," said she,
"dying. Many of my sisters have died in the camp—but—but few thus."
"Few, indeed," said I, in a low, sad voice.
"In ardent prayers for the repose of my soul you find no solace. I say
not this upbraidingly, yet the mortuary chants of the ’Dies Iræ’ and the
’De Profundis’ will never be said for me, because I die—die thus!" she
said, in a low and piercing voice, as she closed her eyes.
Perplexity was now added to my sorrow, for I knew not what the poor girl
wished or meant; but I implored her to tell me how she came to be left
thus alone and in illness. In the night when, asleep and weary, she had
fallen unseen from a French ambulance cart, some scouting Cossacks had
found and carried her off in mocking triumph; but, on finding that the
deadly pestilence had seized her, they barbarously flung her into the
Bulganak. She had crept ashore, and was making her way to our bivouac,
when the progress of her illness became so rapid and destroying that she
was reduced to the condition in which Stapylton found her. Such was the
short story she told me, in long and painful intervals, her voice being
at times so low that I had to place my ear close to her lips.
"And now," she added, with a divine smile, which brought back much of
the wonderful beauty of her face, "I am so glad—so happy that I shall
die!"
"Why, _ma soeur_?"
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