*CHAPTER XLI.* Mine own one! years have passed away Since I have seen your thoughtful face; Yet could I every feature trace— Your image haunts me night and day. A song brings back the time we walked Above the brown cliff’s sloping lawn; From music I have even drawn The very words we used to talk. The crumbling church, the upland lea, The river wimpling round the bridge, The brave grey wold—the far-off ridge, The mournful singing of the sea. A few days after the startling telegram reached Calderwood, the newspapers teemed with despatches and details of the victory at the Alma, the flight of the shattered Russian Army towards Baktchiserai, and the advance of the Allies on Sebastopol. Among those details were the official lists of the killed, wounded, and missing, furnished by the adjutant-general. How many a home in the British Isles did these fatal lists fill with grief? how many a heart they wrung? Cora Calderwood, pale, and still suffering from the recent shock, read over the lists; but looked in vain for the name of her cousin Newton. It was not among the killed; neither was it among the wounded or the missing. There was no casualty among the officers of the lancers, save the death of Lieutenant Rakeleigh, who was killed by a cannon shot in the affair of Bulganak, on the evening preceding the great battle of the Alma, "and whose body Captain Newton Calderwood Norcliff, with a few lancers, made a gallant attempt to rescue and carry off." Poor Rakeleigh! She remembered how well he waltzed, and what desperate love he made to her at the lancers’ ball, when flushed by a furious galop and a bumper of the mess champagne. What mystery was this? Dared she hope? Might papa prove right, after all? And might Newton "turn up" as their old friend Dunnikeir had so often done, from under a pile of dead men and horses, in the old Peninsular days? Sir Nigel instantly wrote to the War Office requesting some information regarding Captain Newton C. Norcliff, and was promptly informed that the telegram should have been, "_The name of your nephew is_ NOT _among the killed._" So the omission of those three letters—one little word—made a mighty difference to poor Cora’s anxious and affectionate heart; but the letter from the War Office added, after an apology, "_We regret to state that, a day or two after the passage of the Alma, Captain Norcliff was severely wounded, mutilated, and taken prisoner in a skirmish with the enemy’s cavalry—an affair of which no detail has yet reached headquarters._"