“I am, then, to regard you as my friend?” said she, trying to smile
through her tears, while she bent on him a look of softest meaning. She
did not, however, prolong a situation so critical, but at once, and with
an impetuosity that bespoke her intense anxiety, burst out into the
story of her actual calamities. Never was there a narrative more
difficult to follow; broken at one moment by bursts of sorrow, heart-
rending regrets, or scarce less poignant expressions of a resignation
that savored of despair. There had been something very dreadful, and
somebody had been terribly cruel, and the world--cold-hearted and unkind
as it is--had been even unkinder than usual. And then she was too proud
to stoop to this or accept that. “You surely would not have wished me
to?” cried she, looking into his eyes very meltingly. And then there was
a loss of fortune somehow and somewhere; a story within a story, like a
Chinese puzzle. And there was more cruelty from the world, and more
courage on her part; and then there were years of such suffering,--years
that had so changed her. “Ah! Mr. Stocmar, you would n't know me if you
had seen me in those days!” Then there came another bewitching glance
from beneath her long eyelashes, as with a half-sigh she said, “You now
know it all, and why my poor Clara must adopt the stage, for I have
concealed nothing from you,--nothing!”
“I am to conclude, then, madam,” said he, “that the young lady herself
has chosen this career?”
“Nothing of the kind, my dear Mr. Stocmar. I don't think she ever read a
play in her life; she has certainly never seen one. Of the stage, and
its ambitions and triumphs, she has not the very vaguest notion, nor do
I believe, if she had, would anything in the world induce her to adopt
it.”
“This is very strange; I am afraid I scarcely understand you,” broke he
in.
“Very probably not, sir; but I will endeavor to explain my meaning. From
the circumstances I narrated to you awhile ago, and from others which it
is unnecessary for me to enter upon, I have arrived at the conclusion
that Clara and I must separate. She has reached an age in which either
her admissions or her inquiries might prove compromising. My object
would therefore be to part with her in such a manner as might exclude
our meeting again, and my plan was to enter her as a pupil at the
Conservatoire, either at Bologna or Milan, having first selected some
one who would assume the office of her guardian, as it were, replacing
me in my authority over her. If her talents and acquirements were such
as to suit the stage, I trusted to the effect of time and the influence
of companionship to reconcile her to the project.”
“And may I ask, madam, have you selected the person to whom this
precious treasure is to be confided?--the guardian, I mean.”
“I have seen him and spoken with him, sir, but have not yet asked his
acceptance of the trust.”
“Shall I be deemed indiscreet if I inquire his name?”
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