“How I know, or why I believe it, is my own affair,” said Stocmar, in
some irritation; “but such is my conviction.”
“Well, it is not mine,” said Paten, filling up his glass, and drinking
it slowly off. “I know her somewhat longer--perhaps somewhat better--
than you do; and if I know anything in her, it is that she never
cherishes a resentment when it costs too high a price.”
“You are always the slave of some especial delusion, Ludlow,” said
Stocmar, quietly. “You are possessed with the impression that she is
afraid of you. Now, my firm persuasion is, that the man or woman that
can terrify _her_ has yet to be born.”
“How she has duped you!” said Paten, insolently.
“That may be,” said he. “There is, however, one error I have not fallen
into,--I have not fancied that she is in love with me.”
This sally told; for Paten became lividly pale, and he shook from head
to foot with passion. Careful, however, to conceal the deep offence the
speech had given him, he never uttered a word in reply. Stocmar saw his
advantage, and was silent also. At last he spoke, but it was in a tone
so conciliatory and so kindly withal, as to efface, if possible, all
unpleasant memory of the last speech. “I wish you would be guided by me,
Ludlow, in this business. It is not a question for passion or
vindictiveness; and I would simply ask you, Is there not space in the
world for both of you, without any need to cross each other? Must your
hatred of necessity bridge over all distance, and bring you incessantly
into contact? In a word, can you not go your road, and let her go hers,
unmolested?”
“Our roads lie the same way, man. I want to travel with her,” cried
Paten.
“But not in spite of her!--not, surely, if she declines your company!”
“Which _you_ assume that she must, and I am as confident that she will
not.”
Stocmar made an impertinent gesture at this, which Paten, quickly
perceiving, resented, by asking, in a tone of almost insult, “What do
you mean? Is it so very self-evident that a woman must reject me? Is
that your meaning?”
“Any woman that ever lived would reject the man who pursues her with a
menace. So long as you presume to wield an influence over her by a
threat, your case must be hopeless.”
“These are stage and behind-scene notions,--they never were gleaned from
real life. Your theatrical women have little to lose, and it can't
signify much to them whether a story more or less attach to their names.
Threats of exposure would certainly affright them little; but your woman
living in the world, holding her head amongst other women, criticising
their dress, style, and manner,--think of _her_ on the day that the town
gets hold of a scandal about her! Do you mean to tell _me_ there's any
price too high to pay for silencing it?”
“What would you really take for those letters of hers, if she were
disposed to treat for them?”
“I offered them once to old Nick Holmes for two thousand pounds. I 'd
not accept that sum now.”
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