There is no more aggressive spirit than that of the man who, with the
full consciousness of great powers, sees himself destined to fill some
humble and insignificant station, well knowing the while the inferiority
of those who have conquered the high places in life. Of all the
disqualifying elements of his own character, his unsteadiness, his want
of thrift, perseverance, or conduct, his deficiency in tact or due
courtesy, his stubborn indifference to others,--of all these he will
take no account as he whispers to his heart,
“I passed that fellow at school!--I beat this one at college!--how often
have I helped yonder celebrity with his theme!--how many times have I
written his exercise for that great dignitary!” Oh, what a deep well of
bitterness lies in the nature of one so tried and tortured, and how
cruel is the war that he at last wages with the world, and, worse again,
with his own heart!
Scarcely noticing the salutations of the country people, as they touched
their hats to him on the road, or the more familiar addresses of the
better-to-do farmers as they passed, Layton strode onwards to the little
village where his dispensary stood.
“Yer unco late, docther, this morning,” said one, in that rebukeful tone
the northern Irishman never scruples to employ when he thinks he has
just cause of complaint.
“It's na the way to heal folk to keep them waitin' twa hours at a closed
door,” said another.
“I'se warrant he's gleb eneuch to call for his siller when it's due to
him,” said a third.
“My gran'mither is just gane hame; she would na bide any longer for yer
comin',” said a pert-looking girl, with a saucy toss of her head.
“It's na honest to take people's money and gie naething for it,” said an
old white-haired man on crutches; “and I 'll just bring it before the
board.”
Layton turned an angry look over the crowd, but never uttered a word.
Pride alone would have prevented him from answering them, had he not the
deeper motive that in his conflict with himself he took little heed of
what they said.
“Where's the key, Sandy?” cried he, impatiently, to an old cripple who
assisted him in the common work of the dispensary.
The man came close and whispered something secretly in his ear.
“And carried the key away, do you say?” asked Layton, eagerly.
“Just so, sir. There was anither wi' him,--a stranger,--and he was mair
angry than his rev'rance, and said, 'What can ye expec'? Is it like that
a man o' his habits could be entrusted with such a charge as this?”
“And Dr. Millar--what did he reply?”
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