One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of SussexOllivant, Alfred
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One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of Sussex
Ollivant, Alfred
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
Not for the first time in these last months there was strong upon the
Colonel the sense that here before him was an honest man struggling in
the toils prepared for him by Nature--the Lion with no mouse to gnaw
him free. Yet he was aware more strongly than ever before of that deep
barrier of class which in this fundamental matter of sex makes itself
more acutely felt than in any other. A man of quite unusual breadth of
view, imagination, and sympathy, this was the one topic that some inner
spirit of delicacy had always forbidden him to discuss except with his
own kind. He was torn in two; and grateful to the kindly darkness that
covered him. On the one hand were all the inhibitions imposed upon him
by both natural delicacy and artificial yet real class-restraint; on
the other there was his desire to help a man he genuinely liked.
Should he take the line of least resistance, the line of the snob and
the coward? Was it really the fact that because this man was not a
gentleman he could not lay bare before him an experience that might
save him?
"Yes," he said at last with the emphasis of the man who is forcing
himself.
There was a lengthy silence.
"Were you married?"
"No," abruptly. "Of course not."
"Was she?"
"Yes."
"What happened?"
"She wired me to come--in India--years ago."
"Did you go?"
"No--thank God." The honest man in him added: "I never got the wire."
Again there was a pause.
"Are you glad?"
"Yes."
"Had she children."
"No."
The engineer breathed deep.
"Ah," he said. "I'd ha gone."
"Then you'd have done wrong."
"Happen so," stubbornly. "I'd ha gone though--knowing what I know now."
"What's that?"
"What loov is."
The Colonel paused.
"She'd never have forgiven you," he said at last.
"What for?"
"For taking advantage of her hot fit."
The arrow shot in the dark had clearly gone home. The Colonel followed
up his advantage.
"Is she in love with you?"
"She's never said so."
"But you think so?"
"Nay, A don't think so," the other answered with all the old violence.
"A know it. A've nobbut to reach out ma hand to pluck the flower."
His egotism annoyed the Colonel.
"Seems to me," he said, "we shall all of us soon have something better
to do than running round after each other's wives. Seen the evening
paper?"
"Nay, nor the morning for that matter."
"And you a politician!"
"A'm two men--same as most: politician and lover. Now one's a-top; now
t'other. It's a see-saw."
"And the lover's on top now?" said the Colonel.
"Yes," said the engineer, "and like to stay there too--blast him!" And
he was gone in the darkness.
CHAPTER XXVIII
OLD TOWN
Next day was Sunday.
The Colonel waited on the cliff for his paper, which brought the
expected news. The die was cast. Germany had proclaimed martial law:
she was already at war with Russia; France had mobilised.
"She's in it by now," he said to himself, as he walked across the
golf-links towards Old Town.
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