One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of SussexOllivant, Alfred
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One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of Sussex
Ollivant, Alfred
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
Rising she stood up and looked about her, absorbing the down-land,
familiar and beloved from childhood. The sky, grey now and mottled,
drooped about her quietly with the soft wings of a mothering bird
settling soft-breasted on her nest. The good green earth, firm beneath
her feet, lifted her up into the quiet refuge of that welcoming bosom,
lifted her to meet it like a wave gently swelling. So it had always
been: so it always would be. This earth she knew and loved so well was
not alien, it was not hostile; rather it was flesh of her flesh and
soul of her soul. It gave her strength and comfort. Her bosom rose
and fell in time, so it seemed to her, with the rise and fall of the
breast of this virgin-mother, whose goodness she assimilated through
heart and eyes and nostrils. She felt utterly at home. All sense of
separation, of dissent, had left her.
Absorbed she stood, and absorbing.
These woman-bodied hills, sparsely clad in rags of gorse that served
only to enhance their loveliness, brought her solace and content as did
nothing else. So it had always been: so it always would be. The
beauty and wonder of them rolled in upon her in waves of sound-less
music, sluicing over the sands of her life in foaming sheets of
hyacinth, drowning the resentment, filling and fulfilling her with the
grand harmony of life.
Sometimes down in the Moot, amid the worry, and the tumult, and the
exasperations, she became empty, a discord, a desert. Then she would
get away for an hour among the hills and her parched spirit found
instant refreshment. She brimmed again. The quiet, the comfort, the
deep abiding wonder of it all came back to her; even the words which
she always associated with it--_I am the Resurrection and the Life_.
Since Ernie's departure the Comforter had come thus to her with renewed
power; as if knowing her need and resolute to fortify her in the hour
of her ordeal.
Standing there upon the brow, Ernie's letter lying like his hand upon
her breast in the old dear way, she gazed across the waters, dimming in
the dusk, and sent out her heart towards him, strong and pulsing as the
sun's rays at dawn seen by some mountaineer from his native peak. She
could shield him so that no evil thing could come nigh him. She had no
fear for him and was amazed at her own triumphant faith.
Established on the rock herself, earth in earth, spirit in spirit,
invincibly secure, she had him safe in her keeping, safe, aye safe as
his child quickening in the warm and sheltered darkness of her womb.
Headley Bros., Ashford, Kent, & 18 Devonshire St., E.C.2.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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