“Harcourt and I were always quarrelling, you know, Julia,” she said;
“but then we were both such horribly jealous creatures. I didn’t like
his turning over music for other girls; though I suppose he was right,
poor fellow, and a man must either turn over music or shut himself from
society altogether. And he didn’t like my going down to dinner with
people in crack cavalry regiments; but I’m afraid we rather enjoyed
ourselves when we quarrelled, and I used to feel as if it would be the
easiest thing in the world to part from him for ever, and go into a
convent, or marry somebody I hated, or something of that kind; and then
directly we _had_ parted, I used to get so silly and miserable, and used
to write him such penitent letters, taking all the blame upon myself,
and making an idiot of him. But it’s so nice to see you and Mr.
Tredethlyn, and I’m sure he’ll be the dearest husband in the world,
Julia, and you’ll be able to twist him round your little finger.”
It was not with a feeling of unalloyed pleasure that Miss Desmond
accepted her friend’s congratulations. She was quite ready to admit that
Francis Tredethlyn was a model lover, and promised to be the most
submissive husband that ever bowed himself before a clever wife’s
dominion. His presents were munificent, his attention was unfailing, his
temper serenely even; and yet there were times when Julia Desmond felt
that all was not quite as it should have been.
She had angled very successfully, and the fish she had landed was a
splendid prize, victoriously snatched from all other anglers; but Oh,
what a difference there is between that poor deluded fish, entrapped out
of the free waters by the cruel hook of the angler, and the willing bird
which flies, of its own loving impulse, to the breast where it fain
would shelter!
Julia Desmond knew that, in securing a husband, she had not won for
herself a lover; and the knowledge pained and humiliated her. It was a
small thing that she should not love Francis; but it seemed very hard
that Francis should not love her. Her womanly tact would have stood in
the place of affection, and she would have been lavish in the
expenditure of a spurious coin, in the way of pretty words and tender
looks, which should have had all the glitter and some of the vibration
of the real mintage. But with Francis it was altogether different. The
young man had no power to simulate; and there was a deadly coldness in
his wooing that chilled the proud Irish girl’s heart.
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