But Mr. Hillary was sanguine, and his daughter saw the new hopefulness
and brightness of his face, and was very nearly happy. She was not quite
happy, for Harcourt Lowther’s letters grew more despondent and
complaining by every mail. He reproached Maude Hillary for her
prosperity and her indifference; she must be indifferent, he argued, or
she would have succeeded ere this in obtaining her father’s consent to
her marriage with the penniless officer. “There are girls who will go
through fire and water for the man they love,” he wrote in an epistle
that was half filled with fierce reproaches. “I have seen the power of a
woman’s devotion; but then _that_ woman was only a poor simple creature,
and not the daughter of a millionaire. I cannot believe that you could
fail to influence your father, if you really cared to do so. If you
loved me, Maude, this business would have been settled long ago.”
Did she love him? That was a question which she had never set herself to
answer. Had they not engaged themselves to each other in the prettiest
and most sentimental fashion, like a modern Master of Ravenswood and
Lucy Ashton? Maude took the fact of her love for granted. All the
sweetest and tenderest dreams of her life were mingled with the memory
of Harcourt Lowther. He was so superior to all the other men who had
paid her their homage; and it may be that his contemptuous bearing
towards those other men had been a part of the fascination of his
manner. He had affected that modern Edgar Ravenswood tone--that elegant
Timon of Athens-ism--which is so intensely charming in the eyes of a
very young woman, however spurious it may be. And with all this, he had
been so devoted, so delightfully exacting, so deliciously jealous! Maude
looked back to the one sentimental period of her life, and saw Harcourt
Lowther’s image radiant in all the light of her own youthful fancies. So
the worshipper in a village chapel sees some poor painted wooden figure
of a saint glorified by the glitter of tapers, the brightness of flowers
and draperies and decorations. How was she to separate the lamps and the
flowers about the shrine from the image which they adorned? How was she
to discover the paltry nature of that clay out of which the graceful
figure was fashioned? Harcourt Lowther represented to her all that was
brightest and best in her early girlhood; and sitting alone, through
long and thoughtful hours, in the empty rooms at the Cedars, Maude
Hillary brooded very sadly upon the only love-story of her life.
She had ventured to speak of Harcourt to her father once since the
beginning of the year; but her timid pleading had been met by a cruel
repulse.
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