“I think of you almost as if you were my brother,” Maude went on, with
heartless repetition of the obnoxious word; “and I cannot help thinking,
dear Mr. Tredethlyn, that you are scarcely employing your life as wisely
or as well as you might. I don’t think you were ever intended to be an
idle man; and again, with such a fortune as yours, a man has scarcely
the right to be idle. There are so many people who may be benefited by a
rich man’s active life. Oh, forgive me if I seem to lecture you. You
will laugh at me, perhaps, and think I want to set myself up as a
strong-minded woman, a political economist, or something of that kind.
But I only venture to speak to you because I think you waste so much of
your time down here, playing billiards with the empty-headed young men
who haunt this place, and lounging in the drawing-room to hear the
frivolous talk of half-a-dozen idle women, myself among the number.”
She spoke lightly, but she was not the less earnest in her intention;
she was only travelling gradually round to the point she wanted to
reach.
“But I am so happy here,” cried Francis Tredethlyn. “Ah, if you knew how
I have tried to stop away--if you could only know what happiness it is
to me to come----”
Maude Hillary interrupted him hastily.
“Yes, I know it is a pleasant life in its way,” she said; “very pleasant
and very useless. It is a little new to you perhaps, and seems
pleasanter to you on that account. But if you knew what dreary work it
is to look back at a long summer season of operas, and concerts, and
horticultural meetings, and boat-races, and not to be able to remember
one action worthy of being recorded in all that time! I am getting very
tired of my present life, Mr. Tredethlyn. It has ceased to be pleasant
to me ever since I have known of papa’s difficulties. It is altogether
unsuited to me; for I am engaged to marry a poor man, who would bitterly
feel the burden of an expensive wife.”
The bolt was launched, and Miss Hillary expected to see some evidence
that it had gone home to its mark. But Francis Tredethlyn made no sign.
There was just a little pause, and then he said very quietly,--
“Yes, I know that you are to marry a poor man; but with such a wife a
man could scarcely remain poor. I suppose it’s only an ignorant foolish
notion, but I can’t help thinking that for the sake of the woman he
loves, any man could cut his way to fortune. I can always believe in
those knights of the olden time, who used to put a badge in their
helmets, and then ride off to the wars to do all sorts of miraculous
things; and I fancy it must be the same now-a-days, somehow; and that a
man who loves truly, and is truly loved again, can achieve anything.”
Maude was inexpressibly relieved by this speech.
“You know of my engagement, then?” she said.
“Yes, I have known it for a very long time.”
“Ah, of course, Julia told you?”
“Yes, it was Miss Desmond who told me.”
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