That which she had to tell the distant soldier, sorely tried by
inglorious idleness in a penal settlement, and inclined to resent every
stroke of ill-fortune, was by no means a pleasant thing to tell. She had
to announce to him that the promise she had made long ago in the
twilight by the river had been deliberately broken. She had to tell him
that she was the plighted wife of another man; and she was not free to
reveal to him any one of the strange circumstances that had pressed so
cruelly upon her, pushing her, little by little, into this renunciation
of her first and only love.
It was only a very commonplace letter that Miss Hillary could write to
her discarded lover. She could only tell the old, common story, and put
in the hackneyed pleas so often heard in the court of Cupid;--her
father’s wishes: her desire to secure his happiness rather than her own;
and then a wild womanly prayer for pity: an entreaty that her lover
would believe in the existence of stronger reasons--higher motives--the
nature of which she was not free to reveal. And last of all, after many
pages of passionate supplication for pardon, with not a little violation
of the nicer laws propounded by Lindley Murray and his successors,--at
the very last there came one page blotted with tears, earnest yet
incoherent, in which Miss Hillary implored Mr. Lowther to forget her,
and to seek happiness with a happier woman. Never had she loved him so
dearly as while she wrote that last page, in which she resigned him for
ever. Surely Queen Guinevere’s diamonds must have sparkled their very
brightest just in that one angry moment in which she flung them into the
river.
Yes, it had come to this. Maude Hillary, like a modern Iphigenia, had
sacrificed herself for the benefit of her father. The burden of that
debt which had been incurred by her agency had weighed too heavily upon
her girlish breast. Somehow or other Francis Tredethlyn must be paid;
and since he loved her so devotedly, so foolishly--since he held her as
the brightest treasure to be won by aspiring man--it was surely better
that he should take this poor recompense than go altogether unrewarded.
It may be that Maude Hillary would under no circumstances deliberately
have broken faith with her betrothed lover. But these grand crises, upon
which the fate of a lifetime may depend, are apt to come very suddenly
upon us. The great flood-tide of fate arises, and carries away the weak
creatures afloat on its resistless waters. A moment of hesitation--a few
faltering words--half doubtful, half imploring, and the thing is done.
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