It had been one thing to think of Mr. Tredethlyn as a friend--a dear and
devoted friend, worthy to be regarded with an almost sisterly affection.
It was another thing to contemplate him as a future husband. All his
ignorance, his homely ways of speaking and thinking, his little
awkwardnesses and stupidities, his vacillating temperament in the matter
of spoons and forks at those elaborate Russian dinners,--all these
things pained Maude Hillary now as cruelly as they had galled Miss
Desmond’s proud spirit some six months before. And then to the faint
shivering pain of disgust was joined all the bitterness of contrast.
Never had Harcourt Lowther’s image seemed so near to this wayward girl
as it seemed now, when she was the promised wife of another man, and
tried most honestly to shut the memory of her old lover completely out
of her mind. Never had he been so near to her. His graces of manner, his
accomplishments, the light touch of his pointed fingers on the piano,
the deep organ-tone that he alone amongst amateurs could draw out of a
flute, the free outlines of his pencil, the transparency of his
water-colour sketches, the graphic humour of his pen-and-ink
caricatures; the airy wit, which never verged upon vulgarity; the fervid
eloquence, which never degenerated into rant; the trenchant satire,
which never sank to the vile level of personal spite: she thought of her
discarded lover: and all the showy attributes that had won her girlish
love arose before her in cruel contrast with the deficiencies of Francis
Tredethlyn.
Yet all this time she was very kind to her betrothed husband. It was not
in her to be scornfully indifferent to the man whom she regarded as her
father’s friend and benefactor. She was not a woman to sacrifice herself
with an ill grace. The silent warfare went on within her breast. She
struggled and suffered, but she had always the same kind, cold smile,
the same gentle words for the man whom she had promised to marry.
And in the meantime the hands went steadily round upon all the
clock-dials, and the inevitable hour drew very near. Busy milliners and
dressmakers, bootmakers and outfitters, came backwards and forwards from
Wigmore Street to the Cedars, and were busy and glad. Mr. Hillary’s
credit was unlimited, and it was almost as if a princess of the blood
royal had been about to marry. Francis Tredethlyn bought the lease of a
big black-looking house in a new neighbourhood near Hyde Park: and there
were negotiations pending for the purchase of an estate within a few
miles of Windsor.
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