The man to whom Maude Hillary was now engaged had once been the valet of
her discarded lover. This could scarcely be a pleasant thought to any
young lady early imbued with all the ordinary prejudices of society.
Miss Hillary was not a strong-minded woman; she could not console
herself with a neat aphorism from Burns to the effect that “a man’s a
man for a’ that;” and to her Harcourt Lowther’s revelation seemed
cruelly humiliating. She had heard of young women in her own position
marrying grooms, or perhaps even footmen, for love, and she had
shuddered at the very idea of their iniquity. But was it not quite as
degrading to marry a valet for money, as to elope with a groom for love?
“He blacked Harcourt’s boots!” thought poor Maude; and it is impossible
to describe the utter despair expressed in that brief sentence. She met
her lover with a very pale face the next day, and, seating himself in
his accustomed place by her embroidery frame, Francis Tredethlyn saw
that there was something wrong. Alas! poor--Francis, he had already
learned to watch every change upon that beautiful face; already, before
the marriage vows had been spoken, all the miserable tortures of doubt
had begun to prey upon his devoted heart. She had promised to marry him,
but she had not promised to love him. He remembered that. She had given
herself to him in payment of her father’s debt. She had sacrificed
herself in accordance with the loyal instincts of her noble nature.
Francis, generous and loyal himself, could understand this, much better
than it was understood by Lionel Hillary, for whose sake the sacrifice
was made.
There were times when the young man reproached himself for his
selfishness in accepting the supreme desire of his soul. Ought he not
rather to have wrestled with himself and let this bright young creature
go? But there were other times when Francis Tredethlyn suffered himself
to be beguiled by delicious hopes. Had not true and honest love
sometimes triumphed over circumstance? Might not the day come when Maude
Hillary would be able to return his affection, to reward his patience?
“I can afford to be so patient,” he thought; “for it will be such
happiness to be her slave.” To-day, watching her pale face in pensive
contemplation, Francis puzzled himself vainly to guess what was amiss
with his promised wife. It was not only that she was paler than
usual,--and the brightness of her colour had faded very much of
late,--but to-day, there was a shade of coldness in her manner which was
quite new to her affianced husband, and which sent a chill to his heart,
always ready to sink under some vague apprehension where Maude Hillary
was concerned. We hold these supreme joys of life by so slender a
thread, that half our delight in them is poisoned by the dread of their
possible loss.
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