Miss Desmond turned as pale as death. The encounter had come upon her
very suddenly, and she was neither physically nor mentally able to bear
it. She set her teeth and tried to flash the old defiance from her dark
eyes. But the light of that once fiery glance died out like the flame of
a candle which burns feebly in the glare of the morning sun. Julia was
quite worn out by the life she had been leading for the last year and a
half. The pride of a Somerset might give way beneath a long course of
overwork and indifferent diet.
After that first exclamation of surprise she drew herself to her fullest
height, and tried to pass Mrs. Tredethlyn with a bow, and a faint, cold
smile of recognition, but Maude stopped her.
“Dearest Julia, if you knew how anxious and unhappy I have been about
you, I’m sure you would not want to pass me by. Do let us be friends.
The past is forgotten, isn’t it? Yes, I’m sure it is. Will you come
up-stairs to the picture-gallery? that’s always a nice solitary place
where one can talk. Are those young ladies with you? What very nice
little girls! Miss Desmond and I are going up-stairs, dear, to have a
chat. Will you come with us?”
The elder of Julia’s pupils, to whom this question was addressed,
replied only by a stony glare. She was petrified by the audacity of this
smiling creature in mauve who dared to take possession of her governess.
The youthful mind, soured by a long course of German declensions, is apt
to contemplate everything in a gloomy aspect.
Maude and Julia went past poor Haydon’s big cold picture, and made their
way to a small room which was quite empty. Julia’s face had a stern
darkness upon it, which might have frightened any one less hopeful than
Maude; but that young lady had been surrounded by an atmosphere of love
from her cradle upwards, and was entirely unacquainted with the
diagnosis of hatred. She despatched the children to look at the pictures
in the larger rooms, and then laying her hand caressingly upon Miss
Desmond’s arm, she said, very earnestly,--
“Dearest Julia, I hope you have forgiven me?”
Miss Desmond locked her lips, and stood for some moments with her face
quite fixed, staring at vacancy. There were hollow rings round the dark
eyes now, and the oval cheeks had lost their smooth outline. Perpetual
drudgery and friendless solitude had brought Julia very low; but the
Desmond pride still struggled for the mastery over its grim
assailant--necessity.
“I don’t know that I have anything to forgive,” said she, after an
ominous pause; “Mr. Tredethlyn was free to transfer his affections as
often as he chose. I was very glad to read of your marriage, for it was
at least satisfactory to find that he had not changed his mind a second
time. I do not blame any one but myself, Mrs. Tredethlyn. I should have
been wiser than to entrust my happiness to a man who----”
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