“Why should I not be her hired slave? I shall still have the right to
hate her,” thought Miss Desmond, as she went back to Bayswater with her
gloomy charges.
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CHAPTER XXVII.
SEEING A GHOST.
Under the perpetual influence of his friend and master, Harcourt
Lowther, Mr. Tredethlyn’s days and nights were so fully occupied that he
had very little leisure for serious thought. Day by day the patient
master taught his deadly lesson; day by day the luckless pupil took his
teacher’s precepts more deeply to heart. The simple, credulous nature
was as malleable as clay under the practised hand of the modeller, and
took any shape Mr. Lowther chose to give it.
Francis was fully impressed with the idea that his money had purchased a
lovely wife whose heart could never be given to him. All that fair
fabric of hopes and dreams which had been his when he married Maude
Hillary had been slowly but surely undermined, and there was nothing
left of its brightness but the memory that it once had been. He thought
of those foolish hopes now with anger and bitterness. Could he at any
time have been so mad, so blind, so besotted, as to believe that this
beautiful creature, perpetually floating in an atmosphere of frivolity
and adulation, would ever fold her wings to nestle tenderly in his rude
breast? Othello, recalled to the sense of his declining years and grimy
visage by the friendly bluntness of Iago, could scarcely have thought
more bitterly of his lovely Venetian bride than Francis thought of Maude
after six months’ daily association with his old master. But if the
poison was quick to do its deadly work, the antidote was always at hand.
With thirty thousand a year and a fine constitution, what need has a
young man for reflection? It is all very well for Mr. Young the poet,
having failed to obtain wealth or preferment, to retire from a world
which has treated him ill, and meditate upon the transitory nature of
earthly blessings that he has been unable to obtain; but with youth and
thirty thousand per annum, surely no man need be bored by such a
darksome guest as dull care. Harcourt Lowther did his best to shield his
friend from the gloomy intruder by contriving that Francis Tredethlyn’s
existence should be one perpetual fever of hurry and excitement. But
though you may carry a man from racecourse to racecourse, by shrieking
expresses tearing through the darkness of the night; though you may
steep him to the lips in theatres and dancing-halls; though you may drag
him from one scene of mad unrest to another, till his tired eyeballs
have lost their power to see anything but one wearisome confusion of gas
light and colour,--you _cannot_ prevent him from thinking. The
involuntary process goes on in spite of him. He will think in a hansom
cab tearing over the stones of the Haymarket, in an express train
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