“I am just coming to that,” answered Miss Willoughby, with dignity. “My
poor husband, not having anything to leave me except a complimentary
benefit, which the manager of the theatre allowed me on account of my
bereavement, I was obliged, of course, to continue in the profession;
and oh, sir! nobody that hasn’t gone through it can tell the pain of
having to change your widow’s weeds for white muslin and spangles, and
put away your baby from your breast to go and slap cheesemongers’ shops
into furnished lodgings with a harlequin’s wand. As soon as I got over
the dreadful kind of numbness that came upon me in the first of my
troubles, I looked out for some one who would take care of the child;
for I need not tell you that you can’t leave an infant-in-arms in
unfurnished lodgings _without_ attendance, when you get black looks from
your landlady if you so much as ask for your fire to be poked once in an
evening in a friendly way, and much less to look after a child, which is
apt to be trying to the best of tempers. Well, sir, inquiring of one and
another, I heard of a very respectable elderly person who had seen
better days--and it does seem odd, but people connected with bringing up
children by hand always have seen better days. The elderly person lived
down Chelsea way, close to the water, which was considered healthy, and
next door but one to a cowkeeper--also considered healthy, especially if
predisposed to consumption.”
“If you would only----” murmured Francis, despondently.
“Which I am just coming to,” answered the _ci-devant_ columbine, again
with dignity. “The long and short of it is, I took my baby to the
respectable elderly person at Chelsea, and there he’s been ever since,
at seven shillings a week, which is a hard struggle sometimes now,
though light enough when I was engaged as columbine; but dancing has
made such progress, and unless you can take flying leaps from one side
of the stage to the other, a manager won’t look at you.”
“But with regard to----”
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