Harcourt Lowther and Mrs. Tredethlyn’s darling Julia were not slow to
arrive at a very friendly understanding. One morning spent in Miss
Desmond’s society was quite sufficient to show so subtle an observer as
Harcourt the real state of that young lady’s feelings with regard to her
patroness. Indeed, Julia did not take much trouble to conceal her
sentiments. Gay and animated one minute, darkly brooding the next, very
often captious and contradictory, sharply ironical, or sternly defiant,
she was in all things the very reverse of the paid companion who sets
her employer’s caprices against the amount of her salary, and gratefully
accepts any pleasures or advantages that fall in her way. Maude’s
natural forbearance was exaggerated by a remorseful consciousness that
all the luxuries and gaieties of her life were so many blessings which
she had in a manner stolen from Julia, and her tenderness towards Miss
Desmond was unbounded. But there were times when the Irish girl rebelled
even against this tenderness.
“Do you think my poverty is an open wound, that you approach it so
shrinkingly?” she exclaimed impatiently, one day when Maude had broken
down in a delicate periphrasis, in which she tried to offer to pay her
friend’s milliner’s bill without wounding her friend’s pride. “Why don’t
you say at once, ‘My husband has thirty thousand a year, and a
twenty-pound note more or less is ineffably unimportant to me--while
_you_ must go bareheaded if your pride revolts against dirty tulle and
tumbled flowers?’ Pay me my salary, Mrs. Tredethlyn, when it becomes
due, and do not force your favours upon me! for I come of a proud race,
who are slow to perceive the difference between an unwelcome favour and
an uncalled-for insult. As for the unmade silk dresses which you have
tried so delicately to force upon me, under the pretence that the
colours are unbecoming to your complexion, you can parade your wealth
and your generosity by presenting them to your maid. I am _voué au noir_
henceforward; and when you are tired of seeing my shabby-genteel black
moiré and Limerick lace in some obscure corner of your rooms, you have
only to give me a hint, and I will spend the evening in my own
apartment.”
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