A profligate! The horrible word wounded her like the stroke of a knife.
In a moment this innocent girl, who until now had only known the
existence of “profligacy” as an unspeakable noun substantive hidden away
somewhere in the close columns of unexpurgated dictionaries, felt the
veil rudely torn from the purity of her mind; and was told that her
husband--the other part of herself, united to her by the solemn service
of the Church--was the obnoxious thing which until this hour no one had
ever dared to name in her presence. The generosity she had believed in
was a sham. The noble nature which had commanded her regard and esteem,
even when it could not win her love, had never existed out of her own
imagination. She had been wronged, betrayed, humiliated; while in her
schoolgirl simplicity she had been lamenting her unworthiness of a
devoted husband’s love. She had been bought for money like a slave in
some Oriental market-place, when she had imagined herself a free
sacrifice offered as the recompense of a sacred debt.
She did not speak; but looking at her face Harcourt Lowther saw that his
words had gone home. The breach between husband and wife yawned wide
enough now. The undermining of the ground had been slow, laborious work,
but the result repaid this social engineer for all his trouble. With
what a crash the earth fell in when it was time for the convulsion! So
some huge mass of Kentish chalk, which sappers and miners have been
manipulating for a month or so, and at which a crowd of tired spectators
have been straining hopelessly for two hours at a stretch, breaks away
all at once from the bosom of the cliff with a thunderous noise, and
crumbles into powder.
But Mr. Lowther had not finished yet.
“I thought I could win you back to your husband, Maude, and restore him
to you a better man,” he said; “but I soon discovered how futile such a
hope was. I have been by his side in scenes that were horribly repugnant
to my own nature, in order that I might hold him back from the verge of
deeper gulfs than those into which he had already fallen. Within the
last few months I have known that he kept a secret from me, and I knew
that it must be a disgraceful one. Only a few days ago it came to my
knowledge that he had lately furnished a house somewhere in the suburbs.
This gave me a clue to those mysterious absences, those journeys on
business a little way out of town, about which your husband had been so
reticent. Men of Francis Tredethlyn’s calibre do not furnish houses from
benevolent motives. I had no means of knowing where the house was,--how
little could I imagine that it was in this neighbourhood, or that
accident would lead our footsteps to its very threshold! Mrs.
Tredethlyn, you shall not wring another word from me. I am sorry that
you have tempted me to tell you so much,” exclaimed Mr. Harcourt, who
had said all he wanted to say.
It was a long time before Maude answered him; and then she said, very
slowly, and with a painful effort--
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