Francis Tredethlyn sat with his face hidden in his hands, thinking of
his folly, and hating himself for it. Why had he given himself up body
and soul into the power of Harcourt Lowther? why had he been so poor a
dupe in the toils of this man? It was not that he had entertained any
special regard for the gentleman who had pretended to be his friend. In
Van Diemen’s Land he had often had good reason to despise the peevish
grumbler, the selfish Sybarite; and yet for the last year he had taken
the man’s dictum upon every subject, even upon that one vital question
on which the happiness of his life depended. Why had he trusted so
blindly; why had he submitted so slavishly to follow the guiding-strings
that led him into places where he found no pleasure, amongst people who
inspired him with disgust?
Little by little the answers to these questions shaped themselves in
Francis Tredethlyn’s mind; and he saw that his uncle Oliver’s hoarded
wealth had been at the root of all his misery. The wealth which had
lifted him suddenly into a world that was strange to him; the wealth
which had made him the mark for every schemer; the wealth which had won
him the hand of the woman whose heart could never have been won by his
true and honest love. Adrift in that strange world, the man who had kept
his name unsullied, his soul untainted, his head erect before the faces
of his fellow-men, while his pockets were empty, and his very existence
dependent upon the day’s work that earned him a day’s food, found
himself all at once the most helpless creature that had ever floated at
the mercy of the winds and waves upon a trackless ocean; and he had been
very glad to grasp the first rope that was thrown out to him in all
friendly seeming to guide him safely to the shore. His ignorance had
flung him, unarmed and powerless, into Harcourt Lowther’s arms; and the
man to whom he had felt himself superior while blacking his boots and
obeying his orders out in Van Diemen’s Land became all at once, indeed,
the master, free to work his own will with that most helpless of all
creatures, an uneducated millionaire.
“If I had a son,” thought Francis Tredethlyn,--and a faint thrill was
stirred in his breast by the mere hypothesis,--“I should send him to
school before I turned him out into the world. Yet I, who am as ignorant
as a baby of the world in which I live, have plunged recklessly into its
vortex, expecting to emerge unhurt. My own folly is the cause of my
destruction. And yet I might have met with an honest friend; I might
have had a loving wife.”
“A loving wife!” Ah, how the poor faithful heart ached as Francis
thought this! A man’s fireside is the same peaceful sanctuary, whether
the hearth is gorgeous with encaustic tiles and an Axminster rug, or
poorly covered with a scrap of faded Kidderminster, in some humble
chamber where the firelight glimmers on the delf platters that adorn a
cottage-dresser.
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