Susan showed her cousin this letter, and told him how, after receiving
it, her mind had almost given way under the burden of her great agony.
Then it was that she had gone to Mrs. Burfield, and had written to her
father a long letter, telling him something of her story, but not all;
appealing piteously to the only friend to whom she could appeal; for
faithful Frank was far away in some unknown country. She told her cousin
how she had waited, at first with a faint sickly hope, then with a blank
despair, for some answer from the father to whom she had appealed. But
none came; and when her little stock of money had sunk to its lowest
ebb, she left the dull quiet of Coltonslough to begin a weary, lonely
struggle for bread, which had endured, without one ray of sunlight to
illumine its blank misery, until the summer Sunday afternoon on which
Francis Tredethlyn found her sitting in the nurse’s cottage with her boy
in her arms.
It was so sad a story, and so sadly common, that there is little need to
dwell upon the unvarnished record of a woman’s battle with poverty in
the heart of a great city.
“Perhaps I ought to think myself very happy, Francis,” Susan said when
she had told her story; “for I was always able to pay the nurse somehow
for her care of my darling; and the deadly fear of not being able to do
_that_ was the worst trouble I knew in all that dreary time. I have been
face to face with starvation, Frank, very often within the last two
years; but it is not so terrible, when one is used to it. The help
always came at last, and some friendly hand, so unexpected that it might
have dropped down from heaven, has often come between me and despair. I
have sometimes thought that bitter struggle for my daily bread was only
a blessing in disguise, for it kept me from brooding upon my great
sorrow; it sometimes shut from me the thought of Robert’s cruelty and my
own disgrace.”
“Disgrace!” cried the Cornishman; “no, Susan, there is no shadow of
disgrace upon you except the disgrace of being united to a scoundrel and
a liar. The marriage before the registrar was a _bonâ fide_ marriage, as
binding as if it had been performed by the Archbishop of Canterbury.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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