“All the privileges that you have enjoyed during your bondage
you shall retain in your freedom. Before sailing, I shall make
my will, in which you will be left residuary legatee, and
recipient of the bulk of my fortune. While I live, your income
will be large enough to support the style in which you have
lived during the past year; and there will be a wide margin left
for the indulgence of every impulse of your generous heart. I
shall place full directions as to the management of my fortune
in the hands of my solicitors, Messrs. Kursdale and Scardon; and
they will call on you by my direction to explain your position
immediately after receiving my instructions. You will find
yourself the mistress of the larger part of the income derived
from my late uncle’s investments and from the Cornish estate,
and you will have no further trouble than to sign your name now
and then, when the lawyers want you to do so. In the interim I
enclose a cheque for £500, so that you may not be without ready
money. Your father’s affairs are now, he tells me, in a very
easy state, and I do not leave him in troubled water. He may
consider you his creditor for the interest of the thirty
thousand sunk in his business; and I don’t suppose he will find
you a very importunate one.
“And now good-bye indeed. I leave you with all confidence in
your noble heart, your high principles. You are too good and
pure to be otherwise than happy. Far away on the Pampas, lying
under canvas, with the long silvery trail of the moonlight on
the grey expanse beyond my tent, the whisper of faint winds
among the long grasses sounding in my ears, I shall think of
you, and see you happy in the old English garden at Twickenham,
loitering on the terrace by your father’s side. In that
trackless loneliness, fever-parched perhaps, and far away from
the chance of water, I shall think of the blue English river,
but _never_ think of it without seeing your image standing by
the tide, your bright face reflected in the glassy stream. Oh,
Maude, I have loved you so dearly, so fondly! and now that it
comes to saying good-bye, it seems almost as difficult to tear
myself from this lifeless sheet of paper, as it would be to take
my lips away from yours in a last long kiss. My pet, my darling,
God bless you, and good-bye! Think of me sometimes; but never
with pain. Some midnight, when you are waltzing in a crowded
ball-room, with a brazen band braying in your ears, and the hum
of a hundred voices round about you, think that in some savage
wilderness a man is kneeling under God’s blue sky, praying for
you as few people are prayed for on this earth; think sometimes,
if a special peace comes down upon you, like the cool shadow we
have watched drop slowly upon the river when the sun was down,
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