“_17th._--I have broken the ice at last. What a little Puritan she is!
And yet I know that she loves me, with the regular Haidee or Zuleika
sort of devotion: would like to kneel at my feet and offer me tiresome
flowers, when I was absorbed in the classic fogies, and all that sort of
thing. A long interview on the Esplanade this afternoon. I beat the
ground with the greatest discretion; for it would have been the easiest
thing in the world to frighten her. It must be a marriage--a _bonâ fide_
marriage, secret, of course. She won’t object to that. But upon the
other point I can see she would be inflexible. Those quiet people are
always obstinate. Ay di me, my pretty Susy, I fear that you and I must
say Good-bye. And I am really over head and ears in that dismal pit. I
am most absurdly fond of her; that’s the worst of it. Yes, we must say
Good-bye. The catechisms in the rector’s parlour and the Sunday-school
have done their work, and Susan Turner will be a drudge all her life
rather than surrender those ridiculous prejudices which it is the
fashion to implant in the minds of rustic youth. _Addio_, my pretty
Susan. I cannot imagine anything more delightful than our quiet walks in
the cold gray twilight; I cannot conceive any eyes--out of a Murillo--so
beautiful as those brown orbs of yours--orbs is the proper phrase, I
think, when a fellow is sentimental;--but the price demanded is too
heavy. One may buy gold in too dear a market; and ten years hence, with
blighted prospects, and half-a-dozen children, I might grow tired of my
white doe of what’s-its-name, and fancy a blue-eyed Greuze--how
wonderful that man was in his manipulations of violet-hued pupils
swimming in enamelled whiteness!--instead of my Murillo.
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