"There," she said; "it is a beauty. They speak of the roses of
Florence, but give me an English rose, Florentine roses are fuller than
these, but not so beautiful--oh, not so beautiful! There," and she held
it out to him, without looking at him. If she had done so, she would
have surely read something in the white constrained face, and small,
glittering eyes that would have warned her.
He took it without a word. In simple truth he was trying to restrain
himself. He felt that the time was not ripe for action--that a word
of the devouring passion which consumed him would be dangerous, and
he whispered to himself, "Not yet! not yet!" But her loveliness, that
touch of the rose to his face, overmastered his cool, calculating
spirit.
"Thank you," he said at last; "thank you very much. I shall value it
dearly. I shall put it on my desk in my dark, grim room, and think of
you."
Then Stella looked up and started slightly.
"Oh!" she said, hurriedly. "You would like some more perhaps? Pray take
what you would like," and she held out the knife, and looked upon him
with a sudden coldness in the eyes that should have warned him.
"No, I want no more," he said. "All the roses that ever bloomed would
not add to my pleasure. It is this rose from your hand that I value."
Stella made a slight movement toward the window, but he put out his
hand.
"Stay one moment--only a moment," he said, and in his eagerness he put
out his hand and touched her arm, the arm sacred to Leycester.
Stella shrank back, and a little shudder swept through her.
"What--what is it!" she asked, in a low voice that she tried to make
calm and cold and repressive.
He stood, shutting and opening the knife with a nervous restlessness,
as unlike his calm impassability as the streaming torrent that forces
its way through the mountain gorge is like the lake at their feet; his
eyes fixed on her face with anxious eagerness.
"I want to speak to you," he said. "Only a few words--a very few words.
Will you listen to me? I hope you will listen to me."
Stella stood, her face turned away from him, her heart beating,
but coldly and with fear and repugnance, not as it had beat when
Leycester's low tones first fell upon her ear.
He moistened his lips again, and his hand closed over the shut knife
with a tight clasp, as if he were striving to regain self-command.
"I know it is unwise. I feel that--that you would rather not listen to
me, and that I shall do very little good by speaking, but I cannot.
There are times, Stella----"
Stella moved slightly at the familiar name.
"There are times when a man loses self-control, when he flings prudence
to the winds, or rather, lets it slip from him. This is one of those
moments, Stella--Miss Etheridge; I feel that I must speak, let it cost
me what it may."
Still silent, she stood as if turned to stone. He put his hand to his
brow--his white, thin hand, with its carefully trimmed nails--and wiped
away the perspiration that stood in big beads.
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