"Doomed to a felon's expiation. Think of it. A handsome, high-born,
high-spirited, perhaps gifted lad, doomed to a felon's, a convict's
fate! Can you not picture him, working in chains, clad in yellow,
branded with shame----"
Stella leaned against the door, and hid her face.
"It is false--false!" she moaned; but she felt that it was true.
"From that doom--one--one whom you have lashed with your scorn--stepped
forward to save him."
"You?"
"I," he said--"even I!"
She turned to him slightly.
"You did this?"
He inclined his head.
"I did it," he repeated. "But for me he would be, at this moment,
working out his sentence, the just sentence of the outraged law."
Stella was silent, regarding him with eyes distended with horror.
"And he--he knew it?" she murmured, brokenly.
"No," he said. "He did not know it; he does not know it even now."
Stella breathed a sigh, then shuddered as she remembered how the boy
Frank had insulted and scorned this silent, inflexible man, who had
saved him from a felon's fate.
"He did not know it!" she said. "Forgive him!"
He smiled a strange smile.
"The lad is nothing to me," he said. "I have nothing to forgive. One
does not feel angered at the attack of a gnat; one brushes the insect
off, or lets it remain as the case may be. This lad is nothing to
me. So far as he is concerned I might have allowed him to take his
punishment. I saved him, not for his sake, but for another's."
Stella leaned against the door. She was beginning to feel the meshes of
the net that was drawing closer and closer around her.
"For another," he continued, "I saved him for your sake."
She moistened her parched lips and raised her eyes.
"I--I am very grateful," she murmured.
His face flushed slightly.
"I did not seek your gratitude; I did not desire that you should even
know that I had done this thing. Neither he nor you would ever have
known it, but--but for this that has happened. It would have gone down
with me into my grave--a secret. It would have done so, although you
had refused me your love, although you should have given your heart to
another. If"--and he paused--"if that other had been a man worthy of
you." Stella's face flushed, and her eyes flashed, but she remembered
all that he had done, and averted her gaze from him. "If that other
had been one likely to have insured your happiness, I would have gone
my way and remained silent; but it is not so. This man, this Lord
Leycester, is one who will effect your ruin, one from whom I must--I
will--save you. It is he who rendered this disclosure necessary."
He was silent, and Stella stood, her eyes bent on the ground. Even yet
she did not realize the power he held over her--over those she loved.
"I am very grateful," she said at last. "I am fully sensible of all
that you have done for us, and I am sorry that--that I should have
spoken as I did, though"--and she raised her eyes with a sudden frank
wistfulness--"I was much provoked."
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