He came to see her sometimes, and even in the darkened room she could
see the ravages which the last few months had made with him; but he was
always gentle and considerate toward her, and in response to her loving
inquiries always declared that he was well--quite well. Stella's name,
by mutual consent, was never mentioned between them. It was understood
that that page of his life was closed for ever; but after every visit,
when he had left her, she lay and wept over the knowledge that he had
not forgotten her. She could see it in his eyes, hear it in his voice.
As Stella had said, Leycester was not one to love and unlove in a
day--in a week--in a month!
So the Summer had crept on to the Autumn. Not one word has he heard of
Stella. Though she was in his thoughts day and night, alike in the hour
of the wildest dissipation, and in the silent watches of the night,
he had heard no word of her. All his efforts were directed towards
forgetting her. And yet if he picked up a paper or a book and chanced
to come upon her name--Stella!--a pang shot through his heart, and the
blood fled from his face.
The Autumn had come, and London was almost deserted, but there were
some who clung on still. There are some to whom the shady side of Pall
Mall and their clubs are the only Paradise; and the card-rooms of the
Rookery are by no means empty.
In the middle of September, when half "the town" was in the country
popping at the birds, Leycester and Lord Charles were still haunting
Pall Mall.
"Better go down and look at the birds," said Lord Charles one night,
morning rather, for it was in the small hours. "What do you say to
running down to my place, Ley?"
"My place" was Vernon Grange, a noble Elizabethan mansion, standing
right in the center of one of the finest shooting districts. The grange
was at present shut up, the birds running wild, the keepers in despair,
all because Lord Leycester could not forget Stella, and his friend
would not desert him!
"Suppose we start to-morrow morning," went on Lord Charles, struggling
into his light over-coat and yawning. "We can take some fellows
down!--plenty of birds, you know. Had a letter from the head keeper
yesterday; fellow quite broken-hearted, give you my word! Come on,
Ley! I'm sick of this, I am, indeed. I hate the place," and he glanced
sleepily at the dimly lit hall of the Rookery. "What's the use of
playing ecarte and baccarat night after night; it doesn't amuse you
even if you win!"
Leycester was striding on, scarcely appearing to hear, but the word
"amuse" roused him.
"Nothing 'amuses,' Charles," he said, quietly. "Nothing. Everything is
a bore. The only thing is to forget, and the cards help me to do that,
for a little while, at least--a little while."
Lord Charles nearly groaned.
"They'll make you forget you've anything to lose shortly," he said.
"We've been going it like the very deuce, lately, Ley!"
Leycester stopped and looked at him, wearily, absently.
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