Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
Intense pity for the girl mingled with his passion for her, and added
to his great perplexity; and thus, while his cheek alternately
flushed and grew pale, he sat with half-averted face, and the fingers
of one hand buried among his thick brown hair, irritated by the
conviction that his father's cold, keen, and scrutinising eyes were
bent loweringly upon him, while in silence he heard the General
bluntly urging him "if he had any tender views in that quarter, to
get rid of them as soon as possible, and be off to join his
regiment;" for to Trecarrel military service seemed a cure for every
human ill.
"But the letter she showed you?" pled Audley.
"That letter, sir, I have already denounced as a most daring
forgery!" replied Downie, with as much energy as his usually quiet
manner permitted.
"Could she--one so eminently like a lady--be guilty of such a crime?"
"Your uncle's mistress would be, of course, familiar with his
handwriting."
Audley felt his heart vibrate painfully at this injurious but, as the
circumstances seemed to stand, not inapplicable term. Compassion and
tenderness pleaded for the dove-eyed Sybil; but policy, society, or
the promptings of "Mrs. Grundy" urged that he should, nay must,
relinquish all thought of her for ever; so while sitting there,
sipping his golden-tinted château yquem, and playing with the
embossed grape scissors, to all appearance very calm and quiet, a
storm of doubt and shame was struggling in his heart with love; "for
this passion," says Lord Bacon, "hath its floods in the very times of
weakness, which are great prosperity and great adversity, both which
times kindle love and make it more fervent." And now Sybil was in an
adversity of which he knew not the actual depth.
"To me it seems that you are somewhat severe in this whole affair,
General," said he, after a pause.
"God forgive me if I am so!" replied Trecarrel, earnestly.
"Suppose this girl's position to be all you advance, if we love
because we like and admire each other, are we to be censured?"
"Then who the devil should be censured?" said his father, with
asperity.
"Destiny."
"Pshaw!" said Downie; "this is mere romance--mooning!"
"And deuced unlike one of the 14th Hussars," added Trecarrel.
"The very rubbish of which dramas are made."
"You are right, Downie; but, till now, I always thought this young
fellow of yours was rather fond of my girl Rose."
Audley coloured deeply, and assisted himself to wine, as he said--
"I greatly admire both Miss Trecarrel and her sister Miss Rose; but I
have not the honour to stand higher in their favour than that of
others."
"But this girl Devereaux----" his father was beginning passionately.
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