Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
From the tenour of that horrible interview at Rhoscadzhel, where
every word that passed seemed as if burned into her heart with
letters of fire, Sybil felt a sure conviction that all must and
should be at an end between herself and Audley Trevelyan. The
treatment of her mother, of her absent brother's claims, of her own,
and of her dead father's memory, his will and wishes, all required
this sacrifice at her hands; so resolutely and calmly--though a few
tears rolled silently down her cheek the while--she drew his diamond
ring from her "engaged" finger--an engaged one now no longer--and
making it up in a packet, together with a few letters he had written
to her, she despatched it, addressed by her own trembling hand, and
without a word of comment, to Rhoscadzhel; and this packet it was
which we have just seen Jasper Funnel place in the hands of his
excited young master.
Her mother's embraces, tenderness, and kisses were her sole but best
reward for acting thus; yet poor Sybil seemed the very impersonation
of beauty, grief, and girlhood bordering on womanhood. The buoyancy
of the former was gone; a change had come over her soft and once
bright face, which wore a sad and settled expression now. It was
that white woe which someone styles "the deepest mourning features
can put on."
Her pencil and her piano, each so much the solace of her lonely
hours, were, of course, relinquished now; and it seemed as if she
should never take to them again. She looked ill, and appeared to be
pining: but, sooth to say, it was less the loss of Audley than her
mother's grief that affected her. The doctor, when summoned,
pocketed his guinea, but did nothing more; so Winny Braddon urged
Constance, but in vain, that "their poor chealveen" should be taken
to the nearest _Mean-tol_ (or Holed Stone) so that she might try the
sovereign old Cornish cure for all mysterious ailments, by creeping
through the orifice thereof; for in the ancient duchy, as in some
parts of Ireland and the remote Scottish Isles, where such natural or
artificial perforations were used of old by the Druids to initiate
and dedicate their children to the offices of rock-worship, they are
still regarded with superstition, as possessing the gift of effecting
miraculous cures.
Constance, too, was ill, and in the excess of her grief and lowness
of heart, she fancied herself worse than she really was; and ever
present was the thought, how perilous the lonely path of life would
be to a girl so beautiful as Sybil, if she--her mother--were taken
away by the hand of death before another and fitting protector were
provided. Morbid at times by sorrow, this reflection made the breast
of Constance a prey to the most craving and clamorous anxiety.
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