Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
The wild longing or craving to see her once again, to have an
explanation of some kind--he knew not what--but beyond anything a
letter could contain (even were she permitted to receive it), still
inspired him, though prudence might have suggested the utter
inexpediency of further interviews between them, circumstanced as
they were. Audley, however, was not of an age, neither was he of the
temperament, of one to play the part of casuist.
"Why may I not baffle them all--this strange mother, who can be so
winning and yet is so repellant, my cold and calculating father
too--and carry off the dear girl in defiance of all and everything?
This very night I might do it," he pondered: "the train in an hour or
so would set me down close by her; and if we make allowance for human
frailty and the 'doctrine of chances,' why the deuce should I not
succeed, for I know that she loves me?"
He started from a deep and easy library-chair, in which he had been
seated, enjoying a pipe of cavendish, as this idea, or chain of
ideas, occurred to him; but then calmer reflection suggested a view
of the future--his father's rage, his proud mother's disgust, his
allowance cut off, and no home for his bride in India, but barrack
accommodation or a subaltern's bungalow.
"No--no--by Jove, _that_ would never do!" he muttered, and reseated
himself. Yet he was resolved to see her, if he could. Perhaps old
Winny Braddon might not have a heart so flinty as her mistress; and
even if she had, it might not be inaccessible to temptation; so that
night, when dusk was closing over land and sea, saw Audley Trevelyan
speeding along the Cornwall Railway, with no very defined idea, save
a desire to see, to speak with Sybil, and to hold once again her
little hand in his, ere he left the country, it might be for ever.
The train had been unaccountably delayed; so the hour was late,
almost close on ten, when he passed down the avenue, and found
himself near the villa. To hope to see Sybil at that unwonted hour
was absurd; but, after having come so far, he could not deny himself
the pleasure of hovering near the place which, from its association
with her presence, had for him so great a charm.
Thus it was with much of tender interest he surveyed the façade of
the little villa, the walls and rose-bound portico of which glimmered
white in the light of the stars; for, as yet, the moon had not risen,
but he could not fail to observe with genuine concern that the
stables, as he passed them, and the coach-house too, seemed empty and
deserted; for the little phaeton and its pretty ponies, so long the
pets of Sybil, had been sold, with many other things, to furnish fees
for the grasping Mr. Sharkley: moreover, the villa was ticketed to
let.
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