Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
The doctor was gone; but he was to come again, and for some minutes
Sybil sat like one transformed to stone, unable even to weep, or
reply to the excited questions, showered upon her by Winny Braddon,
so stunning was the sense of this sudden and unrealisable calamity.
She was, perhaps, on the very eve of losing her mamma--her sole
relative and friend--that beautiful, and gentle, and loving mamma, to
whom she had been quite as much like a sister and companion as a
daughter; for, though a parent, Constance was still so young in
appearance and manner, and, till their late calamities had come to
pass, naturally so gay, happy, and buoyant in spirit, despite the
secret of her wedded life.
She rushed to the bedroom, and clasped the sufferer in her arms,
pillowing her head upon her bosom, and so for hours she hung about
her, that she might have the melancholy joy of her society while yet
spared to her; and for a time she almost forgot the grave warning
given so recently, to control her emotions, nor excite the now
passive and helpless Constance, who, ignorant alike of her own
condition and danger, and propped up by cushions, could but gaze at
her wistfully, and make efforts to speak that were intensely painful
to the hearer.
The doctor had assured her, that "to expect an ultimate recovery was
vain; that her mother's life was but a thing of time now--as it is
with us all," he added; yet, hoping against hope and these sad words,
Sybil was unremitting in her attentions to her parent. Days there
were when she rallied a little, and could even move her right hand,
but only to become worse subsequently, and to find her breathing more
laborious and painful.
The doctor was an honest though not brilliant man, and did his best
for the patient, without thinking of fee or reward. Sybil, in her
intense anxiety, doubted his skill: but how was she to procure that
of others? There were, she knew, great physicians in London and
elsewhere, but she was destitute of the means for employing them.
Times there were, when, in her desperation, she thought of writing to
Audley; but she knew that her mother would never have approved of
such a proceeding; and their parting had been so strange, that she
shrunk from the idea as suddenly as it had been conceived, and she
thought, as she whispered in her heart the words of a once familiar
song, that hers was--
"A love that took an early root,
And had an early doom,
Like trees that never come to fruit,
And early shed their bloom--
Of vanished hopes and sunny smiles,
All lost for evermore;
Like ships that sailed for sunny isles
But never saw their shore."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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