Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
Thus day succeeded day, and weeks rolled on without any change, at
least for the better--weeks which seemed so long, heavy and
monotonous, that to Sybil the world and time appeared to stand still.
No letters came from Denzil now, for he had marched up-country
somewhere, and India was not then what it has been since the Great
Mutiny of the Sepoys, intersected by railways and telegraph wires;
but Denzil's last epistle was full of unusual interest to Sybil and
her mamma.
He had, of course, been duly acquainted by the former of all that had
occurred at home, with the startling revelations consequent to his
father's journey to Montreal, and his death at sea; and now he should
probably meet, ere long, this cousin of his, this Audley Trevelyan,
for they belonged to the same regiment, and it was, perhaps, to form
a portion of Trecarrel's brigade. And _how_ were they to meet--as
friends and brother officers, as relations or enemies?--for Audley's
father occupied _his_ (Denzil's) place in the world or in society, at
least.
Relations--pshaw!--could they ever be aught but foes? was the young
man's immediate thought, and his sister's boding fear. And so his
father was gone--his good, kind father, his friend, companion, and
preceptor in many a manly sport. How often had they rode and
rambled, shot and fished together in Calabria, the Abruzzi, and
Switzerland, and at home in sturdy Cornwall, so many thousand miles
away! Only those who are so far from home--so far away as India,
with all its strange external influences and objects--can know how
keen, and strong, and tender, to the young at least, are the ties of
home and kindred, especially as the home-ties decrease in number by
distance, change, and death.
Dead--his father dead! The "governor," as he had styled him, like
"other fellows" at Sandhurst, his "dear old dad," as he called him in
the home that was a broken home now; and as the pleasant face, that
he never more would look upon, with years of past affection, came
back to memory, the lad had covered his face with his hands, and wept.
"It is only when we have been long at sea and have lost sight of
Europe," wrote Denzil, "ay, dearest Sybil, even of Europe, which
seems all one country and one home to us, that the Anglo-Indian feels
his banishment has fairly begun, and he is to be, henceforth, as some
fellow has it, 'among the dusky people of Ind, with whom we have no
traditions, no religious, few domestic, and scarcely any moral
sentiments in common, and whose very costume (want of it, sometimes,
I should say) is only characteristic of a much greater difference of
inward nature.' And so I am actually by birth a lord--a lord! I
have thought, and many visions of future greatness have floated
through my mind--and dear mamma is a lady---Dowager Lady Lamorna.
How odd it sounds. Are we all losing our identity; and how is all
this to be proved? The past mystery nearly cost me my life when I
first joined, and in this fashion:--
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