Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
"What more have I to tell you?" asked the old woman, mournfully; "but
you--you must have tea, or something warm; you will kill yourself at
this rate, and then I shall have two to nurse instead of one."
"No, no, I want nothing; let me but change these wet things, and then
I shall take your place beside mamma's bed."
Sad, sad indeed, was Sybil's heart on this night, for it was a
melancholy one in many ways. As she sat by the plain unornamented
bed wherein Constance lay, and surveyed, by the light of a single
candle, the humble little room, destitute of cornice and all
decoration, with its scanty furniture, she doubted at times her own
identity, or whether this was not all a dream, from which she must
awake to find herself at home in the villa--at home, in that pretty
room where Audley saw her last, and where the windows opened to a
beautiful flower garden.
And was this poor, wan and wasted invalid, so helpless and so passive
now, her once merry and handsome mamma, whose hands had so loved to
stray among her hair; who had hung over her little cot in infancy,
and whose nightly and morning kisses would never come again; whose
companionship she had shared like a younger sister, and with whom she
had spent so many happy years?
All was very still in that sick room.
In the hall, a great old-fashioned Dutch clock tick-tacked slowly and
monotonously; without, the night was wild, and prolonged and angry
blasts of wind swept over the desolate moor with a bellowing sound,
that made the sleeper stir uneasily; and lost in thought, the pale
girl sat there listening to the blast, the rain, and the clock,
sounds that repeated themselves over and over again in dreary
uniformity.
On this night she thought much of her absent brother. She had
written to him that very morning, imploring him, if he met with
Audley, to be friendly with him, as their secret claims to the name
of Trevelyan and the Lamorna peerage, could never be established now;
and thus she hoped and begged that he, like herself, would retain
their mother's name of Devereaux, as they had always been known by it
and by no other.
Sybil must have dropped asleep, for she started to find the old clock
wheezing and whirring as it struck the hour of three; and shivered,
for she was stiff and chilled; the candle had nearly burned down, and
what Winny Braddon would have called "a shroud" had guttered over the
side of it; and Sybil felt fully how cheerless and depressing is the
slow approach of morning in a sickroom--more than all, of a morning
so hopeless as each successive one proved now.
The rain and the wind were over; the clouds were divided in heaven,
and the stars shone out brightly; the weather was calm, and no sound
came to Sybil's ear save the tick-tack of the old clock, and the
breathing of the sufferer, which seemed laborious and irregular.
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